It is going to be a month and a half before I go back to Malaysia.
and my parents came here to visit me in Manila 2 weeks ago.
I'm in between of staying here and wanna go back to my country cause I MISS SPICY FOOD IN MALAYSIA.
Part of me says "Go back and graduate from your law school. You can always come back here and maybe settle down and start a family or something, I don't know but you can always come back here"
Ever since I came here I feel so much happier.
It is not that I wasn't happy in Malaysia.
Back in Malaysia, I got everything.
That's the reason I applied for an exchange programme, I really wanna stay out of my comfort zone.
This is because at some point of my life, I would like to feel and experience how to live in a hard way.
I wanna see how these people grow and expand in terms of their study, economics, developments etc.
It's true when people ask "We believe Malaysia is better than here so why would you choose to study here"
I believe in God.
I believe the reasons he put me here.
I believe all the difficulties of living here leading me to somewhere.
I believe why He put me in a catholic country in the first place when people were arguing my religious belief would be in devastation when I come here.
There's not so much difference compared to Malaysia that is full of people practising Islamic view,
it is just, people here are, nice?
I'm not saying my own people is bad or something, it is just for the first time in my life I'm not afraid to get lost in a foreign land cause people here are free to answer any of my stupid questions.
No stupid lies, no silly judgements etc.
They always try to help a foreigner like me eventhough some of them are not really fluent in English but that's ok.
I will try to update more and I know this entry is kind of ridiculous cause I didn't get to organize it at first.
I have final this Wednesday and let's just hope for the best before I go back to Malaysia.
(There's so much to see here like I haven't gone to the beach but Peter's girlfriend texted me just now asking if I want to go with them to the beach next week omg I'm so excited)