Tuesday, 18 July 2017

Bubbly //

When you're 21 (I'm turning this September), you realize everyone around you has their partner already.

Like last time masa I pergi rumah Neb, guess what boyfriend dia datang rumah dia and went straight to see her mom LIKE OMG I CAN'T EVEN AFFORD A BOYFRIEND.

(I'm cyring, in a cool way)

I don't know if any of you know this but the last relationship I had was in 2015 and it ended in the same year LMAO I KNOW.

But whatever.
I am for now at some point actually alright being on my own.

BUT IT IS NOT OK WHEN YOUR BESTFRIEND ALSO GOT PARTNER ALREADY LEPASTU I NAK LEPAK DENGAN SIAPA???

This is so frustrating and Alhamdulillah waktu raya haritu none of my relatives or people yang datang beraya tanya "Dah ada boyfriend ke?" instead they asked "macam mana duduk kat Filipina?"

Jahat tak kalau I berdoa since Neb dah ada boyfriend, I nak mintak kat Tuhan supaya jodoh Anis datang lambat and saing dengan jodoh I supaya I tak lonely if jodoh dia sampai awal? Jahat ke? 
(Anis never read my blog sokay)

So goodnight! xx

Wednesday, 12 July 2017


Sunday, 9 July 2017

Love, Rosie

Choosing the person you want to share your life with is one of the most important decisions any of us makes. 
Ever.

Because when it's wrong, it turns your life to grey.
and sometimes, sometimes you don't even notice until you wake up one morning, and realize years have gone by.

We both know about that one, Alex.
Your friendship has brought glorious technicolor to my life.

It's been there in the darkest of times, and I am the luckiest person alive for that gift.
I hope I didn't take it for granted.

I think maybe I did, because sometimes you don't see that the best thing that's ever happened to you is sitting there, right under your nose.

But that's fine too.
It really is.

Because I've realized that no matter where you are, or what you're doing, or who you're with, I will always, honestly, truly, completely, love you.

- Love, Rosie

I completely aware I've already posted about this movie before but I don't quite remember if I did say something about it.

I watched it for the second time tonight and to be honest it is true when you watch or read a particular story for the second time, it gets better.

What happened between the main characters (Alex & Rosie) are too much to take, for me.
Alex moved to Boston, Rosie got pregnant, Alex moved in with Sally, Rosie got married to the father of her child, Alex got married to their schoolmate which was Bethany, and Rosie found a letter that was written by Alex months before but was hidden by her stupid husband.

If I were Rosie, I would definitely agreed to her friend to just take the drugs and killed myself already the minute I knew I was pregnant.

But Rosie listened to her dad, before he died, to pursue whatever dreams she had before her life turned to chaos.
I couldn't recall if she ever said she was in mess or difficulty cause Katie was the best thing ever happened to her.

I was quite forgotten how the movie actually ended lol but it turned out great for them to be together, Alex and Rosie, finally after 12 years of denial.

"It is better late than never", Rosie.

Saturday, 8 July 2017

Youth // Troye Sivan

It is good to be home.
Going back to the arms of people that really love me etc my family, my friends etc.

3 days ago Anis and I went to visit Neb in Alor Gajah, Malacca.
We were so lucky her mom was fine when we decided to stay there for 2 nights.

We spent time talking and visiting Bandar Hilir.
I know some of you might be saying "Alah Melaka je pun".
You missed the point. It doesn't matter where I go actually as long as I'm with the people that I care of.

While we were discussing our next trip (Perak & Penang In Sha Allah),
Anis was saying "I don't mind visiting a particular place twice. As long as it's with you people"

I love the two of you, a lot xx

I don't know how many times I have said this but I love you so much Neb ❤️

Thank you for your endless love and stupid jokes 💕

(Neb's boyfriend) Looking forward to getting to know you more!

Sunday, 2 July 2017

From the past few years, I learnt friendship is something you saw it coming.
But you never knew when it will actually stop and gone.









But the good thing comes when there are memories to be cherished :)