Wednesday, 1 October 2014

Med

We all have that one friend yang nampak super gila ganas kat luar.
Deep down to her or his heart, ada sekelumit rasa kasih sayang yang tak pernah diutarakan.
Thanks Amed, for making my birthday worth a thousand appreciation.
Prank, layan aku buat benda bosan, last minute plan sewa kereta, kereta pulak rosak, tukar kereta lain, cari Foodalicious, Foodalicious pulak tutup, belanja aku makan nasi arab kat zam zam, drive pergi palam.

(( Banyak lagi sebenarnya aku terhutang budi kat kau, tapi skop entry kali ni menjurus kepada birthday aku. ))

I'm happy, can't put it into words.


Tuesday, 30 September 2014

Total bitch

"It's like I love this one guy and I'm having such a complete special relationship with him. But then I enjoy having so much fun with this senior. But then the senior is having a big crush on this one girl and I don't know why it's hurt. All of a sudden my boyfriend turns out to be such a complete asshole. What's wrong with me?"

You're easily get attached. 
Forget those people. 
Appreciate those yang ada depan mata you.
Sometimes it's good to keep flirting rather than you terikat at one particular guy.
Come bro, you muda lagi.
Buat apa nak serious sangat?
Have fun.

(( the other side of me ))

I can't drown my demons.
They know how to swim.


Drown

"Kau tau tak rasa depressed tu cana?"

"Sedih?"

"It's more than that. It's like you're drowning and you see everyone else is breathing"


People are people

Everyone yang datang singgah dalam hidup kita,
For sure akan bawak banyak memori,
No matter either it's a good memory or a bad one.

Tugas kita senang je.

Jangan nak bukak aib orang tu bila kita dah start gaduh.
Takkan lah sebab satu kesalahan akan tutup semua kebaikan yang dia pernah buat kat kau?

Wallahualam. 

"People are people and sometimes our minds change"

Friday, 19 September 2014


- Thomas Hobbes


"No wonder lah berlagak, sombong. Budak law rupanya"

Different people have different kind of ways to defend themselves.
Salah ke kalau nak protect diri sendiri menggunakan hujah-hujah yang boleh diterima akal?

Japgi kalau nak protect diri pakai kaki tangan cakap kurang ajar.



Friday, 12 September 2014

Cakap Belakang

Tengok tajuk pun dah "pergh setan nya tajuk"
Lagi setan those people yang suka sangat nak cakap/sembang/kutuk belakang

Senang cerita, kalau kawan kau tu dah banyak buat baik dengan kau,
Dah banyak tolong cover kau,
Dah banyak benda dia share dengan kau,
Dah kenapa kau nak cakap belakang pasal dia?
In public pulak tu.

Memasing dah besar, dah tau mana baik mana buruk.
Takkan benda macam tu pun tak boleh nak pikir?

Jangan sampai satu masa kawan kau tu malas nak gaduh atau dengar apa yang kau nak explain.
Jangan sampai satu tahap dia angkat kaki blah.

Ha nak sangat kutuk dia belakang-belakang.
Ambik dia blah dari kau depan-depan.

Sunday, 31 August 2014

Grow up

Aku takda hal bab-bab nak buat kawan ni.
Takda lah friendly sangat, tapi boleh lah.

But I like to keep my circle small.

2-3 bulan kenal is nothing, you can never see the darkest side of me, the demons in me.

Bukan aku nak cakap aku jahat, aku jugak ada kelemahan yang kadang-kadang tak nampak.

Tapi kelemahan tu bila dah ketara, aku pantang tiba-tiba orang panggil aku hipokrit.

Apa kau gila nak tunjuk belang depan orang ramai?

and aku paling tak suka bebenor orang ambik port pasal aku.

SUMPAH TAK SUKA.

I live my life, I make mistakes, and I learn.

Bila dah masuk universiti, satu benda je aku nak kejar.

CGPA & MUET OH LORD FOR THE SAKE OF MY FUTURE.

Aku takda masa nak involve dalam drama yang penuh tragis dalam friendship ke, couple ke.

Aku dah 2 tahun sekolah perempuan, cukup-cukup lah dengan drama queen, penat tahu penat?

Kau jangan ingat semua orang ada masa nak selami apa yang kau rasa, semua orang ada priority sendiri.

Bukan nak selfish, but that's the truth.

"Give her chance, it's her first time to fall in love"

Go fuck yourself with all the bloody feelings you got, ain't nobody's got time for that.

"Give him chance, his mistakes got hikmah don't you think so"

Go fuck yourself kalau semua kesalahan kau nak rebut pakai hikmah.

I'm tired with everyone yang suka sangat besar-besarkan keadaan.

I'm tired with everyone yang unpredictable, kalau YES cakap YES and kalau NO cakap NO you fucker.

Hidup ni senang, mudah, orang macam kau yang suka menyusahkan hidup orang lain.

Mula lah nak post memacam kat IG ke TWITTER ke mintak simpati.

That is totally pathetic, ain't nobody got time for that.

Thursday, 7 August 2014

all about teah arof(lilithslvatore)

As'kum n hello...syo nim saen nyo teah nim...saen uw mksd dyo kwn/frens..huhuuuu....nmo syo syasha..asal kelate..pasir mas,kelate...golden sand lh klu dle omputeh gap..sene kn?gura jah...sjo jek...jgn mrh eh..teah nim kiro roomate sya lh kt uitm shah alam nim..so,mksd nyo bln 6 ai uw setat knl teah..

Dye friendly y t'amt...bez saen ng dyo...dye xkdekut bg pnjm bre dye ko spo2...sene kto klu xdp dyo dle blk,comfom sunyi blk uw...sbb mlt teah ny meriah ckt,tp serius talk...tnpe mu ku sunyi..huhu...mce lirik lgu gtu..haha...tuan pnye bdn nim kck molek jh nyo...n y pntg taeh nim single..huhu...

Sya doakn teah bjaye dle bdg law nim...sbb sya tau teah buleh,,teah kn rjn studi..siang mle ngadap bku...nti degree klu teah nk amek bdg laen pom sya stuju jh,sya akn skmo sokong gpo pom kputusn hok teah wt,,nk amek bdg ict pom ok ugk sbb teah kn meme expert...teah lh hok skmo aja sya mso sya perlukn bantuan psl lappy nim...

OK TEAH..CAIYOKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, 5 July 2014

Common sense

Common sense is a basic ability to perceive, understand, and judge things, which is shared by nearly all people, and can be reasonably expected of nearly all people without any need for debate.
Hari-hari kita belajar benda baru.
Ingat ke tak, depends on kita apply ke tak apa yang kita belajar.

Sama jugak dengan common sense.
Buat salah sekali tak apa.
Dua kali boleh consider lagi.
Kalau dah masuk kali ketiga, tak tahu nak cakap apa.

Aku jenis yang tak outspoken.

Aku jenis yang "membenci perkara tersebut adalah selemah-lemah iman".
Aku tak pandai nak tegur-menegur.

Kadang-kadang aku sendiri pun malas nak ambik port pasal orang lain.
So "pergeyyy mamposss" bak kata Amed.

Susah sangat ke nak adapt dengan environment yang orang akan perhati setiap gerak-geri engkau and diaorang boleh judge bila-bila masa sahaja.

Memang orang selalu dok cakap "Forget the haters cause somebody loves ya".

Buto.

Kalau kau jenis yang takda adab depan orang lain, kau ingat ada yang nak loves ya ke?

So please. 
Jaga adab.
Common sense tu perlu.





Saturday, 14 June 2014

LWA01H




The perks of being a law student - UiTM Shah Alam

It's good sometimes when you find parts of you in someone else. It's like when you travel to somewhere else you still feel the presence of that person. I thought I will be alone in UiTM Shah alam. I'm blessed bila ada ain syahidah, amirah farzana, amedila zahari, izlyn qistina, elisa kuslida, amanina shahirah, aliya and siti zulaika. Bukan nak racist ke apa, tapi bila kat tempat baru it's much better to stick with the people yang dah kenal baik dan buruk tentang diri kau. I'm fine in making new friends but I'm not that good kalau nak approach and say hello. I need time for myself, nak adapt dengan universiti life and hell yeah we're all trying kan :)

Updated on 27th June

Bukan semua orang boleh terima cara kita, dan bukan semua cara orang kita boleh terima. Speak like others love to listen to you, listen like others love to talk to you. Alhamdulillah setakat ni all my roomates are okay, and classmates pun okay even sometimes aku rasa semua orang macam loser, well it's not SESERI anymore. Sometimes I wish the place would be so lovely macam SESERI. Tapi Izlyn cakap "learn to see the good side of this place. everything happens for a reason." 


"We're not the same, we different in a good way, together's where we belong"