Swift

Swift was inspired to write "Teardrops on My Guitar" about her experience with a boy named Drew Hardwick, a classmate of hers whom she had feelings for. Hardwick, later went on to join the Navy. During their freshman year of high school at Hendersonville High School, Swift and Hardwick sat beside each other in a class everyday. The two developed a fond friendship, although Swift secretively desired for it to become a romantic relationship. Because of Hardwick's unawareness, he would frequently speak to Swift about a girl he had feelings for, something Swift pretended to be endeared by, commenting, "How beautiful she was, how nice and smart and perfect she was. And I sat there and listened, never meaning it any of the times I said 'Oh, I'm so happy for you.' Hardwick and his love interest eventually developed a relationship which lasted for a few years. Swift never confessed her feelings to him. By the release of Taylor Swift, he remained unaware of Swift's intentions or the song and continued his relationship with the same female. Upon "Teardrops on My Guitar"'s release as a single, Hardwick attempted to contact Swift via phone calls, which Swift did not respond to; he then left voicemails, but Swift felt too awkward to call back.

- Tyler Hilton

Two years after the album's release, as she was leaving her house to attend a Nashville Predators hockey game with Kellie Pickler and Carrie Underwood, Hardwick appeared at her driveway. A car parked and, out of it, exited Hardwick and a friend of his. After two and a half years of not speaking, the two conversed: "He was like, 'Hey, how's it going?' And I'm like, 'Wow, you're late. Good to see you.' But we were civilized." Swift conjectured multiple theories as to why Hardwick appeared at her house. One of them was that he was attempting to prove to his friend that he was indeed the subject of "Teardrops on My Guitar". Other possibilities was that he wanted to amend their friendship or believed Swift was still pining away from him. Swift said it would have been poetic if he approached her upon the album's release and she would have accepted, but that she had already moved on. Swift cited "Teardrops on My Guitar" as an example of how she expresses her sentiments in songs and sometimes in no other manner. She was not afraid of using Hardwick's first name on the track and, therefore, believed it was very honest and susceptible, something she adored.

Source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Teardrops_on_My_Guitar

gone

why would we never knew what we got till it's gone?
how could i carry on
the day you went away

cause i've been missing you so much i have to say
been crying since the day
the day you went away

-M2M

Pain

You know what.
We are all addicted to something that could take all the pains away.

We are all still attached to the past that keep haunting us with a good sense that we need.

We are all attracted to those people that built such a good memory in our life.

Even that particular person is a stranger to us right now.

Betul cakap amed.
We don't miss the person or the people. We miss all the memories that been created together.

At the end of the day, believe it or not we are all craving for the presence of that person.
Bullshit semua nya.

Pedih

"Pernah tak kau rindu someone tu.."

"Pernah."

"Bodoh. Aku tak habis cakap lagi. Pernah tak kau rindu someone tu even kau tahu dia tak ambik port pasal kau pun."

"Itu bodoh namanya."

"Babi."

"Tapi aku selalu je buat."

"Pedih en."

Med

We all have that one friend yang nampak super gila ganas kat luar.

Deep down to her or his heart, ada sekelumit rasa kasih sayang yang tak pernah diutarakan.

Thanks Amed, for making my birthday worth a thousand appreciation.
Prank, layan aku buat benda bosan, last minute plan sewa kereta, kereta pulak rosak, tukar kereta lain, cari Foodalicious, Foodalicious pulak tutup, belanja aku makan nasi arab kat zam zam, drive pergi palam.

(( Banyak lagi sebenarnya aku terhutang budi kat kau, tapi skop entry kali ni menjurus kepada birthday aku. ))

I'm happy, can't put it into words.

Total bitch

"It's like I love this one guy and I'm having such a complete special relationship with him. But then I enjoy having so much fun with this senior. But then the senior is having a big crush on this one girl and I don't know why it's hurt. All of a sudden my boyfriend turns out to be such a complete asshole. What's wrong with me?"

You're easily get attached. 

Forget those people. 

Appreciate those yang ada depan mata you.

Sometimes it's good to keep flirting rather than you terikat at one particular guy.

Come bro, you muda lagi.

Buat apa nak serious sangat?

Have fun.

(( the other side of me ))

I can't drown my demons.

They know how to swim.

Drown

"Kau tau tak rasa depressed tu cana?"

"Sedih?"

"It's more than that. It's like you're drowning and you see everyone else is breathing"

People are people

Everyone yang datang singgah dalam hidup kita,

For sure akan bawak banyak memori,

No matter either it's a good memory or a bad one.

Tugas kita senang je.

Jangan nak bukak aib orang tu bila kita dah start gaduh.

Takkan lah sebab satu kesalahan akan tutup semua kebaikan yang dia pernah buat kat kau?

Wallahualam. 

"People are people and sometimes our minds change"

- Thomas Hobbes

"No wonder lah berlagak, sombong. Budak law rupanya"

Different people have different kind of ways to defend themselves.

Salah ke kalau nak protect diri sendiri menggunakan hujah-hujah yang boleh diterima akal?

Japgi kalau nak protect diri pakai kaki tangan cakap kurang ajar.

Cakap Belakang

Tengok tajuk pun dah "pergh setan nya tajuk"
Lagi setan those people yang suka sangat nak cakap/sembang/kutuk belakang

Senang cerita, kalau kawan kau tu dah banyak buat baik dengan kau,
Dah banyak tolong cover kau,
Dah banyak benda dia share dengan kau,
Dah kenapa kau nak cakap belakang pasal dia?
In public pulak tu.

Memasing dah besar, dah tau mana baik mana buruk.
Takkan benda macam tu pun tak boleh nak pikir?

Jangan sampai satu masa kawan kau tu malas nak gaduh atau dengar apa yang kau nak explain.
Jangan sampai satu tahap dia angkat kaki blah.

Ha nak sangat kutuk dia belakang-belakang.
Ambik dia blah dari kau depan-depan.