Bubbly

I was scrolling Instagram when I came across Linda's feed.

Her feed reminds me of Manila since she took lot of random pictures even if it's just a piece of straw or a cone of ice cream.

One of her pictures has a caption of "missing the freedom" or something about her being carefree.

I don't deny that since I had the same thing.

Back in PH I got no cars, no family nearby and even a stupid and small bedroom shared with 2 other people.

But it was enough to give me something that I will never trade.

I'm missing those days when I had to wake up, a bit eager to go to class since I only got like 4 classes to attend which was on Friday, Saturday and Monday.

Those days where laundry was my favourite thing to do since it's beside the place where I lived and I got to talk to Diona in order to kill time.

Those nights where Lauder would randomly asked if we could grab a coffee around 11pm cause he got stuff to do and we ended up around 5am having breakfast at McDonalds.

Those mornings where he would ask if we could go to Amor and had breakfast.

I don't know if anyone knew about this but I watched my first basketball games in Marikina where one of my good friends, Peter was happy to bring me to watch one of his games.

I attended my very first catholic funeral with Peter and his girlfriend, Kara.

I actually signed the guestbook "It's Teah from Malaysia"

We actually laughed a bit during the mass because Peter told us stupid joke about this one friend of the deceased went to the funeral after a party and told the one of the family members "Congratulations" instead of "Condolences"

Those days where I would never get tired of walking around.

It was one of those days where I would spent the rest of the days digesting tort cases in the library since Pinoys were to funny and the facts of the case were never boring.

My heart said "Give away everything to simply get to live those days again would you" but no.

I've got so many stuff to finish around here.

Thanks PH for making my 2017 the greatest year of my life (Jan 13th until June 3rd)

^_^

5pm view

Main Building :)

xx

It's January 15th and this is the only time I got to write.

2017 was a good year, indeed.

I learnt so many things, the good and the bad things.

To sum it up, I learnt how to make friends and how to lose them.

But that's fine, the important part is I learnt from my mom to keep opinions that are contrary from other people, all to myself.

I learnt how to forgive people even when they don't deserve it.

I learnt that I don't owe anyone any explanation and to move on with my life.

Some people genuinely think I don't even know how to value a friendship.

Some people think they know myself better than I am.

Some people conclude things too fast.

Well, let me tell you this.

You might stick to your opinion while I move past this.

You might have your groundless accusations towards me while I'm focusing on something else that matters.

You do you, I'll do a better me.

If for one second you're thinking I might need you back into my life and asking for forgiveness for something that I did not commit, you are wrong, I'm better off without you.

Have a nice 2018.

10 Signs of Maturity

Forgiving someone who isn't sorry

Knowing when to speak and when to be silent

Walking away from toxic people

Not needing the last word

Letting go of negative self-talk

Keeping a small circle of quality friends

Not stressing over mindless drama

Never apologizing for doing what's best for you

Giving without expectations

Being grateful for the little things in life

Do-do-do

Marry the person who tells you exactly what he expects and follows through.

Marry the person who demands your respect.

Marry the person who can talk politics, even if her opinions are different from yours.

Marry the person whose eyes flicker with passion about a number of different subjects.

Marry the person who won't let you get away with slacking on your talents.

Marry the person who pushes you to be better every day.

Marry the person with whom you sometimes fight.

Marry the person who is your equal or greater.

and don't forget to marry someone that is crazy as you.

Time

The thing is, when a relationship doesn't work, it is not necessarily a person's fault.

A person might have a good trait eg : a keeper.

But the time might be wrong.

He or she is not in the position to keep one another within a distance YET.

A man might be ready to marry the person he loves but she's still pursuing her ambition.

There's nothing wrong with the two of them.

There's nothing wrong with the job he has or the dream she's chasing.

There's nothing wrong with the dog that lives inside his house.

It is no one's fault.

The time isn't right and therefore, it doesn't mean one should give up.

You can see a couple once madly in love but broke up for nearly 10 years and married each other not long after that.

It is just the matter of time till everything falls into one place.

For the time being?

LIVE.

Bubbly //

When you're 21 (I'm turning this September), you realize everyone around you has their partner already.

Like last time masa I pergi rumah Neb, guess what boyfriend dia datang rumah dia and went straight to see her mom LIKE OMG I CAN'T EVEN AFFORD A BOYFRIEND.

(I'm cyring, in a cool way)

I don't know if any of you know this but the last relationship I had was in 2015 and it ended in the same year LMAO I KNOW.

But whatever.

I am for now at some point actually alright being on my own.

BUT IT IS NOT OK WHEN YOUR BESTFRIEND ALSO GOT PARTNER ALREADY LEPASTU I NAK LEPAK DENGAN SIAPA???

This is so frustrating and Alhamdulillah waktu raya haritu none of my relatives or people yang datang beraya tanya "Dah ada boyfriend ke?" instead they asked "macam mana duduk kat Filipina?"

Jahat tak kalau I berdoa since Neb dah ada boyfriend, I nak mintak kat Tuhan supaya jodoh Anis datang lambat and saing dengan jodoh I supaya I tak lonely if jodoh dia sampai awal? Jahat ke? 

(Anis never read my blog sokay)

So goodnight! xx

Love, Rosie

Choosing the person you want to share your life with is one of the most important decisions any of us makes. 

Ever.

Because when it's wrong, it turns your life to grey.

and sometimes, sometimes you don't even notice until you wake up one morning, and realize years have gone by.

We both know about that one, Alex.

Your friendship has brought glorious technicolor to my life.

It's been there in the darkest of times, and I am the luckiest person alive for that gift.

I hope I didn't take it for granted.

I think maybe I did, because sometimes you don't see that the best thing that's ever happened to you is sitting there, right under your nose.

But that's fine too.

It really is.

Because I've realized that no matter where you are, or what you're doing, or who you're with, I will always, honestly, truly, completely, love you.

- Love, Rosie

I completely aware I've already posted about this movie before but I don't quite remember if I did say something about it.

I watched it for the second time tonight and to be honest it is true when you watch or read a particular story for the second time, it gets better.

What happened between the main characters (Alex & Rosie) are too much to take, for me.

Alex moved to Boston, Rosie got pregnant, Alex moved in with Sally, Rosie got married to the father of her child, Alex got married to their schoolmate which was Bethany, and Rosie found a letter that was written by Alex months before but was hidden by her stupid husband.

If I were Rosie, I would definitely agreed to her friend to just take the drugs and killed myself already the minute I knew I was pregnant.

But Rosie listened to her dad, before he died, to pursue whatever dreams she had before her life turned to chaos.

I couldn't recall if she ever said she was in mess or difficulty cause Katie was the best thing ever happened to her.

I was quite forgotten how the movie actually ended lol but it turned out great for them to be together, Alex and Rosie, finally after 12 years of denial.

"It is better late than never", Rosie.

Youth // Troye Sivan

It is good to be home.

Going back to the arms of people that really love me etc my family, my friends etc.

3 days ago Anis and I went to visit Neb in Alor Gajah, Malacca.

We were so lucky her mom was fine when we decided to stay there for 2 nights.

We spent time talking and visiting Bandar Hilir.

I know some of you might be saying "Alah Melaka je pun".

You missed the point. It doesn't matter where I go actually as long as I'm with the people that I care of.

While we were discussing our next trip (Perak & Penang In Sha Allah),

Anis was saying "I don't mind visiting a particular place twice. As long as it's with you people"

I love the two of you, a lot xx

I don't know how many times I have said this but I love you so much Neb ❤️

Thank you for your endless love and stupid jokes 💕

(Neb's boyfriend) Looking forward to getting to know you more!

From the past few years, I learnt friendship is something you saw it coming.
But you never knew when it will actually stop and gone.

But the good thing comes when there are memories to be cherished :)