Aug 8th

but you didn't have to cut me off
make out like it never happened
and that we were nothing
and I don't even need your love
but you treat me like a stranger
and that feels so rough

you didn't have to stoop so low
have your friends collect your records
and then change your number
I guess I don't need that though
now you're just somebody that I used to know

and baby you're all that I want
when you're lying' here in my arms

I'm findin' it hard to believe
we're in heaven

cheese roll

Mako and I decided to eat sushi for lunch today.
Too bad the queue was too long.

Deep inside I felt a bit disappointed.
Three years ago when H and I went out, we would go to sushi but he was the only one ended up eating since I wasn't into sushi that much.

I never tried actually.

A Yuppie's Prayer

Dear Lord,

Day in and day out

I'm in the daily grind

Meetings here, desk work there

Always on the go, You'd find

I know somehow You've put me here

In my work, to make a difference

Help me stop and take stock

Let me have the perspective that makes sense

I lay my work and lifestyle at Your feet

With heart willing in submission

To Your will and dream of my life

For which You have the best plan and vision

May what I earn not be for naught

Never should I use these for selfish gain

Rather, those in need, lend a helping hand

With hope my faith will never wane

May those I love in my life

Never be neglected by me

All my relationships good and strong

As best as they can be

And as I go along this life's journey

Searching for my place

Guide me along, protect my way

Till I thank You face to face

Is it just me or Connor Walsh (played by Jack Falahee in HTGAWM) is a true daddy-o?

"smile or go to jail"

0400

I was watching How To Get Away With Murder and there's this one scene where Oliver and Walsh were arguing where Oliver basically rejected his boyfriend's acceptance to Standford.

They argued like a normal couple would do.

Except this time, there was no screaming.

Oliver was wondering because Walsh was supposed to yell and be mad at him.

Instead, Walsh simply said he forgave Oliver.

A couple of minutes before Oliver said they should just ended everything.

Well, we all been there, aren't we?

Like we thought everything is okay in the relationship, not knowing the other party is tired already.

We thought "oh this happened before we'll get through it" except for the fact there is no other next time.

I've been there.

I was so into the relationship I almost forgot the feeling wasn't mutual anymore.

#scary

2 ghosts

same lips red

same eyes blue

same white shirt

couple more tattoos

but it's not you and it's not me

tastes so sweet

looks so real

sounds like something that I used to feel

but I can't touch what I see

we're not who we used to be

we're just two ghosts standing in the place of you and me

0503

"When someone's been gone a long time, at first you
save up all the things you want to tell them. 
You try to keep track of everything in your head. 
But it's like trying to hold on to a fistful of sand : 
all the little bits slip out of you hands, and then you're just 
clutching air and grit"

- Jenny Han, To All The Boys I've Loved Before