those who hold space for you

these are the people who come into our lives for a mere moment. they are people who pass you by and yet still are able to make you feel less alone in the world. you may only share a few words with them or even just a glance. these people make an impact when you need one the most.

nothing heals

the past like time 

and they can't steal 

the love you're born to find

- Dean Lewis

A Postcard

To the man I love, to my future.

The first time I felt your presence, I began joining the dots in the sky wondering when our stars would align.

I often think of where you are and if you're happy.

Are you in love?

I hope she is gentle.

I know you and I are the same in that way.

We bruise a little more easily than most.

You see, our souls were made in the same breath.

I know I'm running late.

I'm sorry.

Things haven't worked out the way I planned.

But believe me when I tell you I am on my way.

Until the, think of me, dream of me and I will do the same.

One day I will learn your name, and I will write it somewhere on this page.

And we will realise that we have known each other all along.

- Lang Leav

Sia

We all have thunderclouds in our lives. A new day begins & we choose to focus and over-react on our one problem(thundercloud) ignoring all the beautiful things around us. Don't be afraid of these thunderclouds because these are temporary. When you grow old, become mature and wise you will turn back, reminisce & realize that these thunderclouds were the only things which led you to grow and become what you are today!

0127

I know

We'll have our disagreements

Be fighting for no reason

I wouldn't change it for the world

If I wrote it in a book,

could I shelve it?

If I told of what you took,

would that help it?

If I will it,

can I un-feel it,

now I've felt it?

- After You

12 Steps

Kamusta po.

So I was watching A Walk Among The Tombstones.

You should really watch cause it's a really goooooooooooood movie.

It's a bloodbath if you ask me, like they got blood here and there.

But in the movie, what caught me are the 12 steps that they mentioned in the AA meeting (Well google AA meeting if you have no idea about it)

Step 8 :

Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.

Step 9 :

Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.

Aren't those two beautiful?

I mean, everyone and not just alcoholic should be reminded of those two steps.

Kamusta!

So I woke up at 2PM today.

Correction : I woke up to two surprises (good news actually)

So for the past few weeks I've been hoping for SHARE Scholarship to choose me as a representative from Malaysia for the next conference and guess what, I'M IN.

To be honest it has been such a really long time to receive this kind of letter with that heading T_T

So I went to the first conference which held in PH in 2017.

The 2nd conference was August this year and I didn't get the chance to attend.

So I heard there's another conference in October and one of the requirements to be chosen is I must be a participant of at least one of the previous conferences.

Can't wait to explore Bangkok as this will be my first time visiting Thailand!

Tapos na! :)

Am I not over you, if the thought of you still causes me pain?

My fingertips are crumbling with the ache of wanting to touch you.

Well you have always been my favourite almost.

You and I are never us, we are just a complicated series of almost interactions.

My heart aches in corners I did not know existed all this time.

It seemed the gray world was aching in discomfort and so do I.