We starve for our partner or spouse not to giving up on us.
We thirst for something that we could hold on when everything seems to fall apart.
We look upon a person that could actually take our hands and says "you're perfectly my style."
We keep on searching a human that could take all the pains away and endure the disabilities that we have in ourselves.
Have you ever crossed on your mind, why not us be that person?
Believe it or not, it is more afraid to lose ourselves lost in thought not knowing either it is right or wrong.
It is scary actually to give up upon ourselves before we give up on others.
We never knew that we could actually hold on to anything that keep the happiness exist.
Yet, we still need a person that could tell us how beautiful we are when we ourselves could actually stand in front of the mirror and say "i know myself enough that i deserve the very best."
Why would we need another person to bring away all the dismays and misery when they don't even know all the shit that actually happened in our life?
Stop asking and wishing for anyone to make you alive.
Count every blessing that you have for now and move forward.
At the end of the day, there's no one else stand for you except you yourself.