Ku Mahu Kau Tahu // Hujan

Whoever remembers this drama series, you're the real MVP.

Hidup ini memang palat tapi esok masih ada.

Disappearing Act & Dark City

Mom said I should stop watching crime shows.
I could at least spend 6 hrs in front of the tv watching body of proof, csi and stuff.

Today's episode of Body of Proof was great.
Season 3 Episode 9 : Disappearing Act.

The thing is, the man in the picture who trying to do the CPR is the real culprit.

5 years ago, he faked his own death after fighting with his wife.

He changed his name, did some plastic surgery and he was a pathology.

Everyone thinks he's dead.

After faking his own death, he made some business with it.

Helping other rich people to fake their own deaths and make a new identity.

The thing is, his wife BLAMES herself for 5 years thinking she's guilty of her husband's death.

They went into an argument because his husband suka gamble online.

Minutes after that his husband went outside the house and caught in an accident.

A fake accident.

Since the hero spot has taken in this world, the worst thing that could happen is being an asshole.

He left his wife for 5 years with guilty thinking she might be the reason behind all this.

The last thing she said after meeting her husband for the first time after 5 years was "How could you? You're son of a bitch."

Another episode that caught my attention was episode 11 : Dark City.

It is about a plane crash in the city of Philadelphia.

One of the victim's husband told Megan Hunt this :

Do you know what was the last thing I said to my wife? Nothing. Cause I never knew when should be the last time.

Somehow his words towards Megan is definitely true.
If only we knew when is the last time we will be with someone, we might say a different thing to her or him. We also might definitely act or behave differently knowing there will be no second chance :)

Haven

I watched Haven the body switch episode just now.

and I had this thought for one second, what if I have a chance to switch my body with somebody else?

If this really happens to me, I want the person to be my partner.

I wanna know what it feels like to love me.

I wanna know how hard his life and the other side of the story that he never tells me.

and the most important thing, I wanna know how it feels like to be cared by someone like me?

From that I could evaluate my jobs as a partner whether I was actually responsible to make him happy.

This sounds ridiculous but whatever nothing seems ridiculous on Syfy :)

Canning Should be Criminalized? Nope.

Saw this on the facebook just now and I don't know why I'm laughing so hard right now.
Honestly, me and my other siblings tak pernah kena rotan.

Maybe sebab kitaorang behave but Amed pernah buat assignment regarding this topic where canning children should be prohibited.

I don't think so.
Parents have their rights on the children sampailah anak diaorang reach the majority age which is 18 years old according to Majority Age Act 1971 (if im not mistaken please do check thank you).

Yes you may have the Child Act and other stuff that protect the children's rights but I don't believe any of it when it comes to educating your own children with moral values.

You may call it "damn that is abusive".
Abusive tu lah yang ajar budak budak back to 90s more respect towards their parents and other older people.

Cuba compare dengan budak sekarang? Painful right.
and salute this makcik Kedah due to some neighbors dengar dia cakap "Biaq aku masuk penjara sebab rotan hang tapi jangan hang masuk neraka sebab derhaka".

Worth The Wait

I don't really remember if I did make an entry of a book review for "to all the boys i've loved before" but I'm really exciting for the sequel of the book, "p/s i still love you" :)

Oh yes I don't mind to be falling in love again with Peter Kavinsky cause he is always my crush on the other side of the world ain't that cool.

It is supposed to be out on 25 May which is today but I did check on the MPH website and searched for the book but it wasn't there yet.

Honestly, I've got a lot of books yang tak habis baca lagi or to be more specific tak sentuh lagi haha.

The blue one was been given by a friend when I was back in SESERI.

I really love it when people make an effort to post me something like books or stuff.

THIRST was a random pick masa pergi big bad wolf in Mines and I have no idea about the book seriously.

and now I'm supposed to finish my reading on Eleanor & Park.

Park Sheridan, my eyes all on you.

updated on 27th May 2.27AM

Look what I found on MPH website!

p/s I Still Love You is already in the list for pre-order! OMG this is so exciting!

Published date supposed to be 2nd Jun which is the day right after my interview :)

Btw when I was away from home to buy groceries with mom and dad, I asked dad for some money to buy a new book since Eleanor & Park dah nak habis (and baru habis tadi and I'll be making a review tomorrow cause I'm too sleepy) and I found '99 Days' by Katie Cotugno kat Popular in Taiping.

It was a good feeling actually simply because baru malam semalam baca details and review about the book and tup tup harini dah jumpa and sebuah je pulak tu.

Will start my reading tomorrow :)

Goodnight xx

Rabbithole

"Tell us, why has Romeo & Juliet survived four hundred years?"

"because people want to remember what it's like to be young? and in love?" - Park Sheridan

Holding Out For A Hero // Elle Mae Bowen

"22 muslimah sejati ; 7 lelaki ada yang sejati ada yang tak -- 8 bulan terindah"

*lap sikit air mata gemuk gemuk yang bertaburan*

I still remember the first day semua kenal satu sama lain in Madam Noor's class.

But the ice breaking was started by Sir Rosdin.

Seats that we chose remain untul the last day of the semester, ain't that great?

The first person that I approached among the strangers was Dinie lol.

Ingat lagi dalam kereta fikri masa otw gi Ole-Ole, "First impression aku tengok budak bertiga ni (me, amed and amy) aku rasa diaorang ni weirdo."

Rindu bila nadia mula "Korangggg, benda penting ni bla bla bla"

I want to write more but I can feel my heart breaking on the inside, I really miss these people. 

Movie Review : Legally Blonde

Hahgjdhdkjskdhlkldfjlksjdldkjl sorry I'm just too excited to write this entry right now :D

Recently I watched Legally Blonde & Legally Blonde : Red, White & Blonde.

These two sequels of Legally Blonde are way way way too awesome tho.

I'm just lack of vocabulary to describe this movie but it's way too good.

I won't summarize the real story behind it but I know Elle Wood taught me a simple lesson in life.

Faith.

Who knows a person with fashion design background could enter Harvard Law School?

It's Elle Wood.

That one little blonde who could pass a kind of animal's bill called "Bruiser's Bill" in the house of Representative for her first time in the Congress?

It's Elle Wood.

She believes an honest voice is louder than a crowd's.

It's just that when you believe in something and it seems impossible, that's how the real challenges begin.

You begin to lose your faith in what you believe just because some stupid assholes claim to you "No ones do that" or "You're so weird where did you get the stupid idea?"

Prove them you're wrong.

It might be difficult at first but pursue of what you dream with courage.

I'm glad the character of Elle Wood, the author of the movie potrays her as a good person.

She helped alot of people and as a return, whenever she felt everything just fell apart. God blessed her with those friends and her boyfriend to help her out.

Emmett, her boyfriend :D

When everyone looking down at her during her first day in Harvard, Emmett showed an opposite behaviour.

She knew this girl is something different.

From the very first day they work together on a case of murder, Emmett never take Elle's opinions as ridiculous or something that doesn't make sense at all.

He knew Elle's efforts of finding the real murderer were going to be worth.

So he convinced the court to supervise Elle as the counsel of the defendant as she was just a student and not a legal practicioner yet.

They won the case, wooo!

On the second movie, Emmett pushed Elle not to be afraid of getting fired from her law firm.

He supported Elle to see the Congress people by herself in the Washington D.C.

The day Elle won the discharge petition of 218 people, Elle knew she wouldn't be able to do this if Emmett lose faith in her.

She knew at least there will be one particular person that could tell her in the end of the day "Baby everything will be good, believe me."

Thus, whatever we do in life, either it is on regard to an issue of love, belief or something that concerns trustworthy, just believe in yourself that you could be able to make a change on people's point of view so that they have the same thoughts like yours.

Just don't give up :)

Hey that's me in 5 years.

Don't believe me? Just watch ;)

Berhuhu

I went to bed right after Subuh and woke up again at 10.
Went to mom and had her shoulder to cry on.

"Mak tau anak mak kuat. Takpa, Bla bla blaaa.."

Then abang call and poor him.
Chicken pox.

Oh my God benda paling sengsara aku pernah hadap was chicken pox.
Nak telan air pun susah.
Makan ubat terus tidur pastu nak mandi sakit nasib baik haritu kena time cuti and mak jaga.

I owe Mom alot.
Mak je berani sentuh aku even Abah pun taknak makan semeja takut berjangkit LOL seriously it's ur own daughter but whatever u're still rock Dad.

Dalam pukul 12 setengah masuk tidur balik.
Bangun pukul 3.30 and mandi and solat.

Terus gi dapur rutin harian memasak yeay!
I'm so glad bila Mak cakap "Fuyo dah cekap and laju buat kerja" lol it's been a few days hehe.

Then before berbukan I don't know why did I feel so empty on the inside it's not about the result.
Menangis lagi lol Teah seriously wtf is wrong with you.

Pukul 7 prepare table for berbuka and for the first time tak habis nasi.
Mak tanya kenapa and I was like "risau result huhuhu".
Obviously it's not.

Right after berbuka tengok Yuhanis then Maghrib then tunggu Abah habis makan sambil tolong tambahkan nasi dia then kemas meja semua.

Terus on laptop kot dah masuk result lol.

Lahanat mana cakap 11pm masuk email yannadeyyy 12.30 baru masuk.
Mak sampai tertidur tunggu sekali atas katil fefeeling nak sleepover hiks.

Tengah ambik ridsect sebab banyak nyamuk then bunyi "THINGGGG" and I was like "dia maiiiii dahhh"

Adib lahanat punya natang beruk text banyak kali tanya apa ko feeling apa ko feeling cb harhar.
Lepas dah tengok result semua melompat pusing pusing kiss pipi mak redah bilik Abah then call Kakak then terus screenshot hantar Abang.

The best part when my cat was happy too! She danced around like me teehee!

Mak peluk and bisik "Baru sekarang tengok gelak senyum semua. Janganlah sedih lagi. Ada hikmah".

Adib pulak sibuk sibuk "Teahhhh jomlahhhhh calculate 4 best subjects for lawwww kemudian kita berhuhuhuhuhuhu" lol stfu.

The point here those who help to struggle during foundation.
A BIG thanks to you guys!

and those roomates yang rajin study semua padahal aku yang banyak main ni even banyak kali dok dengar "Kau pandai Teah takpa" harharhar jujur aku banyak main.

selalu anggap CTU aka subjek agama remeh temeh sampai malam before hafazan baru hafal 10 ayat nasib baik otak ni berkayuh lol.

Habis je syllabus ekonomi terus tak pi kelas pastu time exam boleh pulak jawab calculation konon dah terrer lahanat baru hafal formula malam sebelum tu nasib baik A lol.

Those 2 subjects paling takut even bukan subjects law tapi ada credit hour and I'm so glad for my 4 law subjects teehee.

Alia, Pisha and Linda.
Thank you so much :D

and ofcourse my classmates!
I am nothing without you guys.

tak lupa (ehiks speech sikit) to my sister yang warning "Aku dengor engko keluor setiap minggu pergi mana tu apa NU Sentral pebenda tah yang aku tau ko tak dekan sem ni siap ko"

Sumpah kecut time dia warning lol.

and to my brother and Mak Abah, thanks for everything :)

and to that one person, I did this as part of our plan eventhough it's clearly now it's just me in the end but still, thanks to you.

Xx.
T

*updated on 16th May 5.35AM*

While I was a way in the kitchen this evening preparing food for iftar, I received an email from the UiTM and I was like "Eh diaorang tukar result ke omg I'm not ready for this".

Oh rupanya result untuk UPU application lol okay.

The people in the faculty took any 4 subjects that have the highest grade so that we may pursue for degree in any universities since it is under KPTM procedure.

I'm glad I could score 1 law subject from the last semester and 3 subjects from this semester so yay for me :D

Whoever reads this, please pray for me.

Nak sangat continue law in UiTM simply because there are tons of great foods and you won't be able to find it at somewhere else.

I live to eat jk bye. 

500 shades of Grunge

Random Awesome #2

In his letter, he wrote things that he likes about me.

and one of them is 

Honestly you're the first person in my mind everytime I wake up in the morning.

and you're also the last person I'll be thinking of when I'm about to sleep.

Tipu je.

24 jam sebenarnya you dalam kepala I lol sorry for keeping you all this time.

Goodnight Love x

Happy 4th month anniversary Baby :)

Basically me

everytime bila rasa offended dengan komen madam Bhajan

Ikut Hati Nanti Mati

Terkadang sifolan menulis

Penulisannya jelas menggunakan hati.

Kata orang tua-tua,

Ikut hati nanti mati.

Namun hatinya sifolan punya akal.

Kerana itulah penulisannya kekal abadi.

- picisan #3 by D

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Color & Promises

I just lay here thinking about you every night after we got off the phone.
Thinking that we shouldn't have hung up.

I could talk all day with you.
We wouldn't even have to say anything to each other really.

I crave you in general.
Everything you do is so unflawed to me.

I don't know what it'd be like without you or where I'd be.
During 99% of my daily decisions I always think how my life would be different without you.

I don't think you'll ever realize what a difference & change your heart has made on my life.
I'll never get tired of you, loving you will never get old.

I miss you, so bad.

Keep Calm

Half A Night

All I wanted was to be able to spend all night with you at the beach.
Staring up there into the sky where our eyes on the bright stars.

Sharing the laughter and making our wishes,
Wishing on a perfect star.

But, spending all night with you,
I didn't get.

The other half of the night,
I had spent it alone.

Couldn't stop smiling in my bed,
Thinking and remembering the first half of the night.

The beautiful smell of your hair,
and the sweet joy you brought into my life.

Through the moment were brief,
It was the sweetest moment of my life.

Half a night well worth remembering,
My night with the one.

- A.B Hashim, 2011.