breathe // taylor swift

"You have no idea how much I've been waiting for you, berharap pada you sampai langit ke-7.."

"Ketika hatimu terlalu berharap kepada seseorang maka Dia timpakan ke atas kamu pedihnya sebuah pengharapan, supaya kamu mengetahui bahawa Dia sangat mencemburui hati yang berharap selain Dia. Maka Dia menghalangimu dari perkara tersebut agar kamu kembali berharap kepadaNya."
- Imam Syafi'i

Do your soul a favor, turn to Allah.

Pray more

I barely remember ada baca kat mana and I'm sorry I can't recall the exact words.

Maksud dia lebih kurang if you really like that one particular person, don't tell him/her.

I was like "..then how would you expect that person to know that you really like them?"

Don't let em know.

Insyallah kalau dah sampai masa, kalau betul jodoh, He will ease everything.

Maybe betul sekarang is a phase where you develop yourself of becoming a better person in many aspects : your studies, your financial etc.

Tell Allah to save yourself for that person.

Thanks Allah for giving you another chance of falling in love with his beautiful creature.

Tell Allah to always guide you of becoming a better person as a muslim before involving that person in your life.

"In silence, I fight for your love with my dua."

Fri 1:35AM

*heavily breathing without a single sigh*

God bless me xoxo

Masa Yaya datang tidur haritu, we had a late night talk kat sofa luar bilik.

and she made me realize one thing.

I have this one habit : not telling others their mistakes.
Instead, I chose to be silent and drift away from them.

I chose to be the person yang bila kau dah macam sentap sekali, kau blah terus.
Then that person will realize the distant that you tryna create.

But still, you chose to deny everything yang kau rasa.
Yaya cakap it is not healthy.

"Teah, kau tak boleh buat macam tu. You shut that person eventually without telling their mistakes? That's not the way honey."

Really?
That's not the way?

I've been there Yaya.
I cared too much sampai satu tahap I didn't even worth an explanation from him.

So long & goodnight.

of case reading & Jalan Tar

Mon 9:17PM and I baru je habis baca satu kes.

Got few more yang kena baca before flipped class this thursday or else I'll be kicked out.

Thanks God I could manage my time really well like last week rasa macam impossible nak baca 6 cases at a time plus ada tutorial kontrak and tutorial MLS.

Tak termasuk lagi individual assignment for MLS and also kena prepare for case reading and mock trial for the group task *sigh*

But then bila rasa macam banyak sangat benda and tak tahu nak mula mana satu, I will always remind myself apa yang my mom selalu cakap, "Buat satu satu. Fokus."

and dari awal foundation sampailah dah masuk degree, I still remember apa yang Sir Rosdin cakap, "First thing first, learn how to organize yourself."

Alhamdulillah even kelas selalu penuh tapi kalau pandai curi masa sikit sikit tanpa ganggu waktu tidur, dah boleh habiskan 3 kes, and both tutorial for kontrak and MLS dah siap :D

Mula-mula time roomate ajak keluar Hari Sabtu fikir dua tiga kali juga tapi bila ingat balik dia punya niat nak belanja Boat Noodle for my birthday, I told myself "Give your mind & your body a rest."

Sebab the whole week penat and tak sampai tahap stress tapi betul betul penat plus Prof Sakinah ada pesan last week "As a law student, you're gonna use your brain a lot, like seriously. Take care of your body and jangan stress. Stress adalah punca utama ramai orang meninggal dunia."

Me, my roomate and her friend went to Berjaya Times Square and makan-makan kat Boat Noodle, tengok movie Everest but then I spent 15mins masa movie untuk tidur and bangun balik and catchup mana yang patut and the movie was sooooo heartbreaking T___T

We took train pergi Jalan Tar and picked up few stuff and makan-makan kat situ and for the first time I solat kat Masjid India.

There were a lot of people, like seriously ramai gila.

Before Maghrib kitaorang dah sampai bilik and everyone was really tired.

Me and my roomate terus mandi and kemas-kemas bilik sebab monyet masuk bilik and nope taknak story sini cause I was quite depressed of what has happened lol.

I spent my time siapkan tutorial and tidur around 11 or 12 something.

See? You don't have to sacrifice your leisure time or your weekend for the sake of siapkan sesuatu kerja.

It's not that I'm encouraging you to leave your works.

I'm telling you to organize yourself cause no ones can help you to do so.

Sometimes everything looks impossible to be done at a time.

Keep calm, organize yourself and don't stress out! :)

Lovelies, T.

of balloons & awesome people!

Hello everyone!
It has been a month since I was away, rindu tak rindu tak huhuhu.

How is UKM? Ceritalah ceritalah!
UKM is superb, just imagine you dah sampai fakulti with ur family on ur very first day, then the lecturer himself bawak kitaorang pusing satu fac and tunjuk lecture hall, moot court etc. Ain't that great?!!!! It's great to be here!

Alia Aifa, my roomate <3

She won't stop talking unless you told her to do so *sigh*

I have no idea how to describe my stay in UKM, I have everyone I need around here : Adib, Neb, Yaya, Anis, Alin & others. :)

Sooooooo people last wednesday 30th September was my birthday.
and for the first time in my life I feel blessed again & again whenever I think about it.

These people came out of nowhere right after habis taklimat pasal cana nak jawab paper law.

Before that masa taklimat, Neb marah marah ajak paksa dia pergi Bangi Gateway and I was like perempuan ni gila apa it is not the weekend nak ajak gi situ semata mata nak beli bodyshop wtf hahaha.

Then dia buat buat tukar plan cakap "Dont have to take the bus. Nanti kawan aku datang kutip kita naik kereta."

Then kitaorang tunggu luar fakulti tangkap tangkap gambar sambil makan muruku yang aku kasi kat Adib then everyone was like "eh sedapnya Adib nak lagi" lol I could see muka dia keruh yelah it was my mistake sebab bawak satu bekas je supposedly the muruku was only for him.

John, Aisyah & Ecah :)

  COMELNYA SEMUA ORANG GOD BLESS YOU GUYS AND ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU PEOPLE HAVE THE MOST SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART! <3

of colourful balloons and stupid masks, we went to Za'ba and makan makan kat situ and gelak gelak.

Catchup mana yang patut and then compare budak law UKM and UM which we shouldn't do actually haha.

<3

Thanks to John Legend sebab susah susah drive bawak dua potatoes (Aisyah & Ecah) dari UM ke UKM right after kelas. and thanks to everyone too! 

Thanks to Yaya, Anis & Alin for the pencil box that have the picture of an owl which it looks exactly like me haha  (I have no idea if it was coincidence ke apa but my pencil box dah terkoyak and nasib tak terbeli yang baru huhuhu) 

<3

Thanks to Izlyn drive dari jauh bawak anis jumpa kita and merasa naik Axia baru dia tak tanggal plastik lagi & terharu sebab drive dari jauh *shed my tears*

Izlyn yang tengah, Anis yang tudung turquoise :)

and also thanks to Mel and I'm really sorry sebab kau dah masuk UKM but kena patah balik after aku bagi tau my foundation friends datang mengejut, sumpah aku tak tahu.

But we made it, pergi dinner and kau bawak jalan-jalan kat Uptown Jalan Reko, it was such a beautiful night in my life :)

and to everyone out there, thank you for having me as your friend, your enemy (eh?), your legal advisor etc. sepanjang 19 years ni, I couldn't ask for more.

I believe all of these are just the beginning of something good, there are still a lot of great stuff will come, Insyallah.

"So kalau kau rasa down dalam study ingat apa aku pesan, bukan belajar untuk hidup tapi belajar hidup"

Will do :)