"He's gone now," she clenches her fists and a tear escapes her closed eyelids. "He's gone now but you still believe he'll turn up at your door every morning with your coffee how you like it and you pretend not to hear when your friends tell you that you can do better than a boy who will charm you with a smile and a few words but laughs at the way you gaze back as soon as you turn the other way."
"So yeah," she laughs bitterly, "I'd say love is pretty blind."
- Your love made me delusional, 15th October 2015 via afadingdancer
and why is that?
and why do I really believe in Anis' words "5 months quite long but believe me, time will heal eventually and if ada jodoh, Insyallah."
and she continued "I've gone through the same stuff and it took us a year to be apart, I was completely devastated Teah but it was worth, he came back to me."
I don't know what I was thinking today.
I don't know if I'm shattered or not, because I didn't cry at all.
To be honest, I'm completely holding on to his words until today.
"Kita study dulu, and if ada jodoh, who knows?"
