I think at my age, you are no longer be in a relationship for the sake of having fun, for the sake of trying, to kill your loneliness, to brag around or to show how desirable you are.
It doesn't work like that anymore.
You are in a relationship because it promises a future for both parties.
Because you are committed, not for a moth or two, but for years.
You both have to have the same set of dreams.
But at the same time you don't have to be with each other all the time.
You are an adult, you have other commitments.
You have a family, friends a career.
You both have different world but you meet in between, to love.
The less people know, the better.
It is all about maturity my friends.
-firdavsh
After reading this, deep inside my heart, I totally agree with him.
I don't know how relationship works for other people cause I never have one (used to)
Last weekend when I went back to kampung in Felda Ijok,
I hear my mom talking to this one Opah "Saya suruh dia cari kawan. Tapi dia taknak"
It is not about who I want or what kind of particular person I want.
I'm a student and I am bound to serve my parents.
I have my commitments, I have bunch of people waiting for my calls.
I know who I want and I know he is the right person.
It is just not a good timing.
I believe in His' timing.