That calming feeling when you have just cried your eyes out in sujood,
and everything is so quiet and peaceful.
and you know it is going to be okay,
because Allah heard your desperate call.
I sampai KL Sentral around 9.50AM and terhuyung hayang pergi komuter sebab baru bangun tidur.
Itulah night before tu memang tak tidur.
Nice nice je check apps for komuter lagi 10 minit macam tu train sampai.
and then terus text Haziq mintak hantarkan driver around 11AM kat KTM.
Nice nice je pukul 10.55 dah sampai KTM UKM and Haziq cakap driver tunggu dekat gerai pisang goreng.
I suka kalau driver punctual lagi lagi bulan puasa ni panas kot kalau kena tunggu.
Dah masuk kereta Fauzan tanya itu ini and he was half forgotten I pernah naik kereta dia before ni and bla bla bla sampai bilik.
Okay lagi.
and then I tidur jap around 3PM I bangun and solat Zohor.
Lepas dah sapu muka masa berdoa, mula rasa sebak.
First day balik UKM dari rumah memang akan macam ni haha but I know I will be doing fine.
Masa dah naik train tadi pun sempat lagi call my mom cakap mintak dia berdiri kat tempat yang kitorang tunggu train sebab nak waving kat dia.
It was great to see their smiles again and again walaupun tiap-tiap weekend I balik.
I don't know, I just love them so much I can't bear to think a day without both of my parents.
They are getting old, our family circle getting bigger.
I've talked to mom about this like how I should not bermanja sakan dengan dia sebab dah besar and she cried so hard.
Semalam masa berbuka she kept asking whether I will be okay berbuka kat UKM sesorang sebab Neb and Anis kolej lain.
I said I will be doing fine.
But I know I don't feel any good bila masa berbuka tadi dalam bilik sambil tengok Tomorrowland, I miss them.
I told my dad how I want him to stay with me bila I dah besar, dah ada rumah and kereta.
I told both of them I promised akan bawak diaorang travel oversea, just three of us.
There is a strong bond between me and my parents, it's just not something about ikatan persaudaraan ke apa, I feel they are more than that, sometimes I rasa we are friends.
I will be doing fine, finals start esok.
Wish me luck.
Last word, kalau lah boleh jawab exam kat rumah and pos laju jawapan, I will be the first person to do that without any hesitations.