of Semester Break & Random Precept

Semester break dah mula and I'm glad dah habiskan setahun first year law degree!

Guess what jadual final examination was damn crazy.

4 papers straight 4 hari and berselang pulak tu dengan kertas law *sigh*

Lepas dah habis all those 4 papers, semua orang tweet "Alhamdulillah dapat tidur" "Selalu berbuka nasi harini berbuka air lius basi" 

and then gap seminggu baru kertas yang last which is Contract Law II.

It went really good this semester but I have no idea what to expect for the result *sigh again*

Second semester kinda tough with all the PBL thingy, mock trial, more assignments, more cases need to be read even luar kelas, dengan takda boyfriend nak megadu (eh?) hahaha

Yes it has been over a year and I still don't have a boyfriend *sigh lagi and lagi*

Just forget it.

Now dah ada kat rumah and I'm quite happy, you know, I get to watch tv bila bila masa I suka, I get to eat food that I want, I get to cook anytime, I get to prepare nak buat kuih raya WITHOUT WORRYING ESOK KENA BALIK UKM KE TAK YA ALLAH NIKMATNYA :')

But still the main thing I kena buat is updating my blog, since masuk degree macam tak banyak sangat entry like I used to have them in my head tapi bila nak tulis kat blog cam tak boleh maybe sebab penat lepas balik kelas and stuff.

So starting today I would like to write on any random precept that I found in the internet. Like today I'm going to write on :

"Respect yourself enough to walk away from anything that no longer serves you, grows you, or makes you happy"

Okay this is so true.

I've been living for 20 years (this September) and please, do yourself a favor, respect yourself enough to remove any negative vibes that bring you down.

Like I have this one friend that I'm no longer be friend with because she used to bring misery in my life so I cut her off.

Harsh isn't it but that's the only thing I can do.

I have no time to confront her and give a piece of advice.

Biarlah kalau orang nak cakap "Oh nanti sikit lah kawan you kalau you cerewet"

Dear, it is not about sikit atau tidak, kita dah besar ni it is better to keep your circle small.

It is better kalau you ada seorang kawan pun but that person berguna bila you susah senang.

Bukannya kalau ada 100 kawan tapi bila you susah, none of them give a shit.

Tapi setakat ni Alhamdulillah Allah bagi I semua orang-orang yang boleh tolong I masa I susah and I will try help them back in return.

That's it, the first thing to do is to cut those people who no longer grows you to a better path.

Next is, move on from your past.

Yes hahahaha I susah sangat for this part but I always take Neb punya advice.

"You deserve to be happy. What's past is in the past, there's no way for you to bring it back"

In other words, what's in the past that no longer do good for you, leave it.

It takes time, might be longer but it will end soon.

Someday you're going to find yourself in a better state than yesterday.

That person you knew yesterday, the stranger you were talking last night, they don't even give a damn what you're doing today.

So why would you bother of putting them in the future? 

I've been through the same thing, but I know I'm getting better.

So that's it for now, tomorrow I will pick any random precept and try to write on it.

Goodnight xoxo

Friendly Reminder

I don't know how some people do this but if you dah berpakaian elok, dah menutup aurat, solat 5 waktu and obey all His orders, the least thing you could do might be jaga percakapan.

Orang selalu cakap communication is the key, to everything, I agree that.

So by hook or by crook, please jaga each and every word you're going to say.

Kita manusia rambut je sama hitam tapi hati lain-lain.

Kadang-kadang orang tak dapat tangkap pun jokes kita and mula lah sentap and everything.

How can you expect someone to respect you kalau first impression pun pasal the way you talk to other people kinda bad?

Nak buat lawak boleh, no problem, but me mature.

To speak everything that is in your head is your ultimate freedom, but there shall be a limit.

Jaga sensitivity orang lain like takkan lah you nak buat jokes pasal orang lain punya masa lampau?

I'm a cool person, the coolest person you ever met but once you dah go beyond your limit to speak something that is so sensitive to me, you're doomed.

Same goes to other people, entah-entah you tak sedar pun sebenarnya orang lain dah lama terasa dengan percakapan you, dengan jokes you yang nonsense tu.

Again, jaga percakapan, jangan bercakap melulu tanpa ada motif just untuk sakitkan hati orang.

You're not the only person living in this world.

If you don't have something nice to say, it is better for you to be silent.

Educate Yourself

When a question about a certain topic pops up, google it.
Watch movies and documentaries.

When something sparks your interest, read about it.
Read, read and read.

Study, learn and stimulate your brain.
Don't just rely on the school system.

Educate that beautiful mind of yours :)

Food Around Bangi

Entry kali ni I nak focus on restaurants around Bangi sebab dah ramai sangat tanya "Eh kat mana makan sedap eh kau kan orang Bangi" or "Eh selalu nampak check in kedai makan cer citer kedai mana sedap" so here we go :

1. Koh Samui

Located around seksyen 7 yang dekat dengan Pustaka Rakyat tu. I tau tempat ni pun sebab my friend yang bawak. They claimed makanan siam kat situ sedap and memang sedap pun and affordable. I paling suka tomyam dia masam masam tapi sedap and udang/sotong goreng tepung dia. Besttttt sangat tepung dia even udang or sotong kecik haha maybe sebab sos yang di bagi tu kena kot dengan hidangan (9/10)

2. Ana Ikan Bakar Petai

I'm not sure kedai ni area mana sebab selalu pergi malam so tau tau dah sampai haha masa first time masuk UKM I bawak my parents dinner sini sebab tengok kat internet ramai suggest. Makanan dia okay like you can choose seafood mana you nak and pergi timbang and order nak masak apa. Haritu amed datang Bangi pun I bawak dia dinner sini and yes dia pun suka. Paling famous ikan bakar petai and I suka sebab petai dia tak kuat sangat hehe (8/10)

3. Daidomon Japanese BBQ

I'm not sure kedai ni ada lagi ke tak kat Bangi Gateway. I jenis suka yang makan daging grill so kat sini memang best daging dia sebab perap, tak macam yang Seould Garden kan kering kontang hehe. Kalau Daidomon dia akan serve daging (somehow macam BBQ Town Midvalley) and daging dia macam empuk sikit pastu berair sikit but niceeee. Craving pula haha (10/10)

4. Old Malaya Kopitiam 

Yessssss I suka check in sini haha located kat Bangi Gateway and I tak tahu orang lain makan apa tapi I stick to one menu only, seafood carbonara. Trust me, sangat sedap and portion dia pun besar ( but I can literally have double haha) dia tak muak and seafood dia pun banyak (9.8/10)

5. Pecal Lele

Okay ni untuk lunch pula I dah bawak quite few friends pergi sini for lunch and semua berpuas hati. First time I pergi haritu dengan Deedee lepas I survey kat internet. Trust me, ayam penyet dia pergh pergh sedap, rangup and sambal dia pedas gilaaa so make sure you bawak tissue with you. Apart from that, ikan keli dia pun besar and yang suka daging tu boleh order daging bakar dia yang sangat juicyyy (9/10)

6. Big Brother Grill

Dulu sebelum tahu semua kedai makanan kat area Kajang or Bangi, I suka pergi sini dengan kawan mungkin sebab dekat dengan UKM sebab kat Bangi Gateway je pun. Lamb chop dia okay tapi Neb and I paling suka Chicken Parmigiana dia. Carbonara dia I pernah try tapi tak segempak OMK hehe (7/10)

7. Teh Tarik Place 

Okay ni pun kat Bangi Gateway hahaha I pergi haritu pun dengan Izlyn & Anis and nasi kerabu dia sedap sangat maybe sebab portion dia besar and tempat dia nice untuk lepak lepak (6/10)

Ada lagi quite a few tapi tak berapa nak ingat but for now those yang I boleh list kan haha but no worries if I dah ingat and pergi, I will update it soon enough!

Heartthrob

That calming feeling when you have just cried your eyes out in sujood,

and everything is so quiet and peaceful.

and you know it is going to be okay,

because Allah heard your desperate call.

I sampai KL Sentral around 9.50AM and terhuyung hayang pergi komuter sebab baru bangun tidur.

Itulah night before tu memang tak tidur.

Nice nice je check apps for komuter lagi 10 minit macam tu train sampai.

and then terus text Haziq mintak hantarkan driver around 11AM kat KTM.

Nice nice je pukul 10.55 dah sampai KTM UKM and Haziq cakap driver tunggu dekat gerai pisang goreng.

I suka kalau driver punctual lagi lagi bulan puasa ni panas kot kalau kena tunggu.

Dah masuk kereta Fauzan tanya itu ini and he was half forgotten I pernah naik kereta dia before ni and bla bla bla sampai bilik.

Okay lagi.

and then I tidur jap around 3PM I bangun and solat Zohor.

Lepas dah sapu muka masa berdoa, mula rasa sebak.

First day balik UKM dari rumah memang akan macam ni haha but I know I will be doing fine.

Masa dah naik train tadi pun sempat lagi call my mom cakap mintak dia berdiri kat tempat yang kitorang tunggu train sebab nak waving kat dia.

It was great to see their smiles again and again walaupun tiap-tiap weekend I balik.

I don't know, I just love them so much I can't bear to think a day without both of my parents.

They are getting old, our family circle getting bigger.

I've talked to mom about this like how I should not bermanja sakan dengan dia sebab dah besar and she cried so hard.

Semalam masa berbuka she kept asking whether I will be okay berbuka kat UKM sesorang sebab Neb and Anis kolej lain.

I said I will be doing fine.

But I know I don't feel any good bila masa berbuka tadi dalam bilik sambil tengok Tomorrowland, I miss them. 

I told my dad how I want him to stay with me bila I dah besar, dah ada rumah and kereta.

I told both of them I promised akan bawak diaorang travel oversea, just three of us.

There is a strong bond between me and my parents, it's just not something about ikatan persaudaraan ke apa, I feel they are more than that, sometimes I rasa we are friends.

I will be doing fine, finals start esok.

Wish me luck.

Last word, kalau lah boleh jawab exam kat rumah and pos laju jawapan, I will be the first person to do that without any hesitations.

May the justice be with you!

I found this when I was looking for cases on fundamental liberties.

I love how these people put the provisions and the cases, it looks pretty simple and easy!

Happy finals everyone & good luck!

May the justice be with you :)

Commit

I remembered you in my prayers, so I prolonged my sujood.

The word love in the Quran,
appears in over 90 places.

But interestingly,
it doesn't define the word love.

but speaks about the very first consequence of love,
commitment.

Islam talks about commitment,
if you truly love something or someone,
you commit.

If you do not,
then your claim or real love is not real at all.

Dream Space

It has been such a long time since I post my entry on apartment.

Obviously I don't own one but I do dreaming it!

Selain account Instragram anjing, I pun ada follow account yang bercirikan apartment like urbanoutfitters & apartmenttherapy so here are some of the pictures I took from those accounts as my main inspirations! 

my mom cakap selain manusia & kucing, kena ada benda hidup yang lain seperti green plants!

I nak kelambu & string lights kat katil but keep it simple & I love this kind of bedsheet sangat minimize corak dia

More plants!

more string lights kat luar rumah

lightbulbs yang gantung macam tu & more green plants

pokok yang bergantungan

nak book shelves yang macam tu pastu letak buku & green plants!

more cactus

private space untuk study or buat kerja (separated with my husband's lol)

simple dining table tapi mesti ada carpet

a fireplace

divider between ruang tamu & dining hall

simple bedroom with large window

& "Don't give up the ship" macam deep bunyi dia like someday kalau I gaduh dengan my husband I will pull him to our bedroom and say the words out loud lol

green palnts berjuntaian kat bathroom

staircase tu wajib

ada stools kat counter

Ain't these beautiful? 

I will write more on my apartments goals, soon enough!

Week 14

 

Stressed out? Tengok Game of Thrones lewl I find myself so happy bila ada few scenes yang tak creepy but funny, the jokes kinda sarcastic sometimes.

Dah week 14 which means NO MORE CLASS AND THE WORSE PART FINAL T_T

This time punya final tak best sebab kertas berderet-deret, law papers pulak tu yang berderet I'm so sad :(

I have no idea nak balik ke tak for study week.

Last weekend I balik dah beli mini rice cooker just in case I tak balik tapi entahlah.

Masa nak packing balik UKM my mom cakap "Naikkan pointer. Kalau tak boleh, maintain pointer lepas" I was like "erm ok"

I have no idea actually zzz btw I would like to congratulate my juniors yang dah lepas interview for law course in UKM & UM, so proud of you guys!

So yeah sekarang cam takda seru lagi nak belajar, niat nak bukak slides and tutorial questions dah ada cuma takda semangat lagi.

I cuma tinggal 2 tasks to be completed, Arab's test and also my English for Law Persuasive Speech.

Cakap pasal persuasive speech, I still remember the last time I buat masa first semester of my foundation studies.

Buat tajuk apa tah ha Stray Cats & Dogs Should be Neutered sebab masa tu takda siapa sentuh pasal anjing & kucing so I pun buat lah haha I still remember how I spend the whole weekend with my ex-boyfriend working on the speech, thanks to him :)

This time I buat tajuk ni and I have no idea sebab apa maybe sebab my lecturer takda lah legal mana like she is not soemone that is very particular with issues.

Maybe sebab I still tak boleh terima kenyataan diaorang reversed the proposal of having the registry.

Wish me goodluck guys xoxo

Friendly Reminder

I tengah siapkan documentation for Contract Game and Mak Ngah tanya pasal komuter etc.

and suddenly dia hantar ni.

Mungkin dia tahu I tengah stress sebab dah nak masuk week 13 and banyak benda kena submit.

I think everyone shall see the message and take note.

These past few weeks masa group task, I sebenarnya perhati je siapa yang jadi free rider.

I tak marah tapi dalam hati I, I tertanya-tanya samada you ni betul ke nak belajar?

You ni betul ke student?

You ni ingat tak parents kat rumah tu?

Kalau semua benda you nak harapkan orang lain, nanti you dah kerja macam mana?

Kalau I jadi majikan you, for sure I tak akan ambik you sebagai pekerja.

Tipu kalau I cakap I tak sakit hati.

Tipu kalau I cakap I tak rasa nak meletup.

Tapi atas dasar kawan I mendiamkan diri sebab I nak tengok sejauh mana you akan pergi dengan perangai you.

and last week terbukti you menghampakan I.

Maybe dengan I you boleh buat perangai, tapi you you kena fikir tak semua orang ada tahap kesabaran macam I.

Learn to work under pressure.

Learn to work with other people.

Learn not to say no.

Learn in a hard way.

Kalau banyak sangat complaints, I nak nasihatkan you berhenti je lah belajar.

You menyusahkan ramai orang to be honest.

Kalau you taknak berhenti belajar, berubahlah.

Kikis sikap pemalas, free rider you tu.