Do-do-do

Marry the person who tells you exactly what he expects and follows through.

Marry the person who demands your respect.

Marry the person who can talk politics, even if her opinions are different from yours.

Marry the person whose eyes flicker with passion about a number of different subjects.

Marry the person who won't let you get away with slacking on your talents.

Marry the person who pushes you to be better every day.

Marry the person with whom you sometimes fight.

Marry the person who is your equal or greater.

and don't forget to marry someone that is crazy as you.

Time

The thing is, when a relationship doesn't work, it is not necessarily a person's fault.

A person might have a good trait eg : a keeper.

But the time might be wrong.

He or she is not in the position to keep one another within a distance YET.

A man might be ready to marry the person he loves but she's still pursuing her ambition.

There's nothing wrong with the two of them.

There's nothing wrong with the job he has or the dream she's chasing.

There's nothing wrong with the dog that lives inside his house.

It is no one's fault.

The time isn't right and therefore, it doesn't mean one should give up.

You can see a couple once madly in love but broke up for nearly 10 years and married each other not long after that.

It is just the matter of time till everything falls into one place.

For the time being?

LIVE.

Bubbly //

When you're 21 (I'm turning this September), you realize everyone around you has their partner already.

Like last time masa I pergi rumah Neb, guess what boyfriend dia datang rumah dia and went straight to see her mom LIKE OMG I CAN'T EVEN AFFORD A BOYFRIEND.

(I'm cyring, in a cool way)

I don't know if any of you know this but the last relationship I had was in 2015 and it ended in the same year LMAO I KNOW.

But whatever.

I am for now at some point actually alright being on my own.

BUT IT IS NOT OK WHEN YOUR BESTFRIEND ALSO GOT PARTNER ALREADY LEPASTU I NAK LEPAK DENGAN SIAPA???

This is so frustrating and Alhamdulillah waktu raya haritu none of my relatives or people yang datang beraya tanya "Dah ada boyfriend ke?" instead they asked "macam mana duduk kat Filipina?"

Jahat tak kalau I berdoa since Neb dah ada boyfriend, I nak mintak kat Tuhan supaya jodoh Anis datang lambat and saing dengan jodoh I supaya I tak lonely if jodoh dia sampai awal? Jahat ke? 

(Anis never read my blog sokay)

So goodnight! xx

Love, Rosie

Choosing the person you want to share your life with is one of the most important decisions any of us makes. 

Ever.

Because when it's wrong, it turns your life to grey.

and sometimes, sometimes you don't even notice until you wake up one morning, and realize years have gone by.

We both know about that one, Alex.

Your friendship has brought glorious technicolor to my life.

It's been there in the darkest of times, and I am the luckiest person alive for that gift.

I hope I didn't take it for granted.

I think maybe I did, because sometimes you don't see that the best thing that's ever happened to you is sitting there, right under your nose.

But that's fine too.

It really is.

Because I've realized that no matter where you are, or what you're doing, or who you're with, I will always, honestly, truly, completely, love you.

- Love, Rosie

I completely aware I've already posted about this movie before but I don't quite remember if I did say something about it.

I watched it for the second time tonight and to be honest it is true when you watch or read a particular story for the second time, it gets better.

What happened between the main characters (Alex & Rosie) are too much to take, for me.

Alex moved to Boston, Rosie got pregnant, Alex moved in with Sally, Rosie got married to the father of her child, Alex got married to their schoolmate which was Bethany, and Rosie found a letter that was written by Alex months before but was hidden by her stupid husband.

If I were Rosie, I would definitely agreed to her friend to just take the drugs and killed myself already the minute I knew I was pregnant.

But Rosie listened to her dad, before he died, to pursue whatever dreams she had before her life turned to chaos.

I couldn't recall if she ever said she was in mess or difficulty cause Katie was the best thing ever happened to her.

I was quite forgotten how the movie actually ended lol but it turned out great for them to be together, Alex and Rosie, finally after 12 years of denial.

"It is better late than never", Rosie.

Youth // Troye Sivan

It is good to be home.

Going back to the arms of people that really love me etc my family, my friends etc.

3 days ago Anis and I went to visit Neb in Alor Gajah, Malacca.

We were so lucky her mom was fine when we decided to stay there for 2 nights.

We spent time talking and visiting Bandar Hilir.

I know some of you might be saying "Alah Melaka je pun".

You missed the point. It doesn't matter where I go actually as long as I'm with the people that I care of.

While we were discussing our next trip (Perak & Penang In Sha Allah),

Anis was saying "I don't mind visiting a particular place twice. As long as it's with you people"

I love the two of you, a lot xx

I don't know how many times I have said this but I love you so much Neb ❤️

Thank you for your endless love and stupid jokes 💕

(Neb's boyfriend) Looking forward to getting to know you more!

From the past few years, I learnt friendship is something you saw it coming.
But you never knew when it will actually stop and gone.

But the good thing comes when there are memories to be cherished :)

Something Just Like This //

I told my mom semalam yang I dah mula bosan duduk rumah ahaha.

But I've told her in a nice way of course.

I cakap kat dia back in Manila I selalunya kat luar dorm.

Cause most of my friends macam tu.

Like Linda, a friend form Cambodia, she will only stay inside the dorm untuk tidur, mandi and get some rests.

I used to walk with her especially inside the campus. 

I got to say this, UST is the safest place I've been in my entire life.

The security guards are everywhere and they will not let you enter the campus without your student ID, that's the rule so I always had to keep it with me whenever I was outside.

The first time I pergi UST, I was like "oh they have Starbucks inside the campus. Cool"

and also McDonald's (they call it as MakDok), 7 Eleven, IceBergs, Pancake House etc.

I learnt you actually don't need a big campus.

It's not like I'm complaining, UKM is actually too big ahahaha.

We have to travel by cars and if you don't have one, you gotta wait for a bus.

Unlike UST, you just have to walk from block to block.

Everything is inside the campus and for the first time in my life, I actually enjoyed walking around.

Especially with someone.

Yes, I did walking around with a person that I actually liked (past tense) alot.

I still remember there was this one time we decided to have a talk in the middle of the football field.

and 5 minutes later while I was trying to pick the grass, there was this huge spotlight on us and we were like "Oh shit I forgot we couldn't sit around in the middle of the field"

Lot of people do that actually.

Sitting around and walking around with their friends.

I don't get to see that kind of atmosphere in my home university.

and sometimes right after class, I usually decided to hand around before going back to the dorm.

It was either I would go straight to the library to catch up with some notes or went to the nearest Starbucks to get some coffee.

To be honest, when I was in Manila, I enjoyed being alone.

I talked about this with Linda whether it is actually healthy to be alone and she said "Sure. As long as you're not lonely"

Sometimes I would go and get my food alone, I did my laundry without anyone accompanying me.

I walked and done some errands by my own.

Linda did the same too and we actually met when it was time for dinner (usually).

Sure enough I'm actually missing all of these, and I actually have no idea why I put them here haha.

x

The Sandbox Virtues

Here's the thing : with all due respect, guys, I don't think you're always equipped to figure things out on your own.

Sometimes, there's a lot of unnecessary meanness that happen while you're trying to sort who you want to be, who your friends are, who your friends are not.

Adults spend a lot of time talking about bullying in school these days, but the real problem isn't as obvious as one kid throwing a Slurpee in another kid's face. 

It's about social isolation. 

It's about cruel jokes.

It's about the way kids treat one another.

I've seen it with my own eyes, how old friends can turn against each other.

It seems, sometimes, that it's not enough for them to go their separate ways - they literally have to "ice" their old buddies out to prove to their new friends that they're no longer still friends.

That's the kind of stuff I don't find acceptable.

Fine, don't be friends anymore : but stay kind about it.

Be respectful.

Is that too much to ask?

- The Sandbox Virtues by R.J. Palacio

Mahsyar

"Teah banyak sangat dah makan tak halal tu sbb tu flawless"

The first time I heard about this, I was like, "wow okay it's already 2k17 man but we still have these fucked up assholes"

I don't even know you and that is fortunate for you since I can't contact and ask you for explanation but here is a message for you : You better brace yourself for a hella journey during padang mahsyar, merangkak lah you cari I nanti, did you really think it was a joke? A harsh one maybe but kalau dah sampai tabur fitnah, I hope you and your ass better be ready for any consequences followed.

I will not take this entry down as long as that person come forward and apologize, end of story.

To be honest, I tak marah.

I cursed alot and that's because I'm sad.

Somehow when people talk bad things about me, it kills me on the inside.

Sure enough people will say "Don't give a shit about it".

But I'm the kind of person who considers every words people throw at me.

I'm sorry I'm such a soft person but it is what it is.

I've been thinking about this lately and I hope people will understand at the end of the day, you should stop talking about other people and start building your own story to prove the world you are actually living. 

Adios.