Highly Blessed

I must have done something right to deserve you in my life.

Pernah sampai satu tahap kau akan rasa "wow" or "pergh".

Tapi wow and pergh kau tu more to a positive outcome and we tend to repeat the same behavior or attitudes so that kita boleh achieve lagi sekali pergh and wow tu.

It might be hard at first but trust me, it's going to be worth.

Do something that could make people be in love with you.

Life is not about impressing other people, it's all about expressing the good vibes to other people.

But there's one thing that we always need to remember.

Other people's mistakes should not have an absolute definition about them.

Don't let their mistakes change your feelings towards them because it's the mind that gets angry.

But the heart still cares. 

X

I worry daily or maybe 24/7 like he always creeps into my mind and I worry about him.
What he's been up to and what's he thinking and how he is.

How I wish I could help if he'd just let me and we could make it together and be there for each other.
Sometimes, letting someone also means letting them help even with the bad parts.

I want to be that woman, for him.

However, I'm afraid if it is no longer my place.
That I'm not good enough which scares me cause I'm usually confident with most everything but when it comes to him, it just crumbles away.

I'm scared a "prettier looking girl" will come along or somebody else from his past and that he'll be lost forever, from me.

I hate worrying but I'm scared to death.

The Best Is Yet To Come

I could see the way his lips bloomed into this beautiful life altering smile.
The way he never let anyone close to him like he was protecting his heart eventhough it had already been torn apart.
When he tried to look me in the eyes I swear I saw the entire universe through the glimmering pupils of him.
When he called my name, I felt earthquakes inside myself.
I can't live without him the way anyone can't live without a liver.
He's cute when he's tired and even when he looks like he can no longer carry the bags under his eyes are just unbearable.
I miss him when I'm with him and I miss him when I'm not.
He's so fierce and he never hides behind anyone.
He has so much love inside him, I could tell because when he talks about his family, he starts to give off light.
He fixed me one time and my bruises weren't tender anymore, and all my wounds closed up.
Sometimes he smiles this genuine smile, and it disappears as soon as I blink.
His laugh helps me to breathe when my lungs are giving up.
I look at him, stars on his skin, the milky way in his eyes and I swear he's part of the sky.
He tucks all his feelings behind his ear and I love him for it.
When someone asked me for my address I almost said his name.
When he's sad he still smiles with teeth.
When he's happy birds start to sing.

I go home and cry about him in the shower and ask me why I love him and I will ask you why you didn't?

Effortless

"Jimbit ni apa"

"Sabajap biar aku google"

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"Jimbit ni apa"

"Tah" *sambil menjungkitkan bahu*

Compare the two situations above, which one would you prefer?

For sure lah yang "sabajap biar aku google".

This kind of attitude nampak macam takda hal.

Well it means alot to certain people, maybe that is the only way they could define either you are determined or not to maintain you guys punya friendship.

 

Bukan nak berlagak atau riak atau takbur apatah lagi bangga.

Tapi aku sedaya upaya akan search something yang orang tanya eventhough dia boleh je buat sendiri tapi takda harm pun kalau kita pun sama sama search and terang kat orang tu.

It shows how much you value the friendship.

It shows how much you give all the attentions to what they are trying to say.

Stop saying "I don't fucking know that shit why don't you search it yourself".

Push yourself to show the real meaning of friendship goal by helping your friends to find the answers to their questions and together we can make a big difference towards a better future :)

Crosses

"don't cross oceans for people who wouldn't cross a puddle for you."

No. Do it. Do across oceans for people.
Love people, all people.
No conditions attached, no wondering whether or not they are worthy.
Cross oceans, climb mountains.

Life and love isn't about what you gain, it's about what you give.

Stop expecting for something in return.
You do something cause you want to do it without any pressure coming from the outside.
or maybe you do something good because it's your job as a humankind.

Remember this. The sun doesn't ask for applause when it sets because that's what it's supposed to do.

Stop expecting a reward for being a decent human being :)

H,

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- T.