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I worry daily or maybe 24/7 like he always creeps into my mind and I worry about him.
What he's been up to and what's he thinking and how he is.

How I wish I could help if he'd just let me and we could make it together and be there for each other.
Sometimes, letting someone also means letting them help even with the bad parts.

I want to be that woman, for him.

However, I'm afraid if it is no longer my place.
That I'm not good enough which scares me cause I'm usually confident with most everything but when it comes to him, it just crumbles away.

I'm scared a "prettier looking girl" will come along or somebody else from his past and that he'll be lost forever, from me.

I hate worrying but I'm scared to death.