#Askfm

"If you could draw happiness, what would it look like?"

I have no idea but I know I'm truly happy to go to a bookstore and spend most of my day looking for books even if it's a scratchy one. I know I'm happy to hold those stationaries eventhough I know I still have lot of pens yang tak pakai lagi, bunch of highlighters yang still terang etc

and I rasa quite happy sekarang because I bought a metal drink bottle kat Typo NU Sentral few hours before my train. I'm gonna name it later

ain't she a beauty? omg did I say she :O

(worth RM75.00)

I also find my state of happiness bila dah punch my touch-n-go kat ktm and within 5 mins train dah sampai hewhewhew

Maybe I'm more happier right now bila kakak ipar duduk sekali dengan my family and decided to give birth dekat sini which means meja makan akan bertambah lagi satu kerusi and I don't mind kena setup meja yang ada 6 pinggan, 6 gelas :)

Hurm there are just lot of stuff yang buat I happy even if it is tiny little piece of stuff like pergi rumah orang and diorang hidang tea instead of coffee or any cold drinks

and maybe I am happy when people say yes whenever I ajak pergi makan or just hang around kat Bangi Gateway cause I want to check kalau kalau Memories by Lang Leav dah restocked kat situ (can't do this anymore sebab baucer buku dah habis pakai lol hehe)

at times I tak tahu nak happy or "lol" bila cari nama sendiri kat urban dictionary (which is not reliable) :

or maybe I lagi happy bila tengah stress and cuba menenangkan diri sebab taknak stress and meroyan and ada this one friend yang offer nak ambik and have dinner with me and by the end of the night I find myself laugh rolling on the floor with some other friend of her cause they are just so funny

I cannot draw happiness, it is impossible and doesn't make sense at all to draw any situation that I would like it to happen in a good way.

You see I'm trying to live my own life and despite all the hardship and bullshit I've gone through everyday, I find myself growing up and getting better (I think so)

and part of my happiness could be this blog of mine, I wrote everything here yang some of my real friends pun tak tahu or even my family lol so goodnight xoxo

Love,
T

*screaming insides*

Gosh I'll start saving to buy this man I'll do whatever it takes