Hello everyone!
Sorry for not writing and it has been like 3 weeks isn't it?
The thing is, there are just lot of stuff I nak tulis : mock trial thingy, my trip to India, my ups & down for these past 6 weeks in LLB, an old book that I bought at MPH cause I like the contents etc.
BUT.
First thing first, I wanna write what's on my mind right now like LITERALLY right now (or the past few days)
I had a huge crush on this guy in my class since I entered LLB and YES I KNOW I SHOULDN'T DO THAT CAUSE I DON'T REALLY HAVE TO DO THAT but whatever I can't help myself.
I decided to tell my mom and all the family members the minute I got home.
I ended up my story by saying "Just simpan dia dalam doa, Dida kata macam tu lagi baik" to calm everyone lagi lagi my mom.
She knew what happened in the past and kept saying "Taknak dengar benda yang sama macam haritu"
I told her nothing in this world is guaranteed except death (Kanye, 2015)
All I could do for now is to live and study, gather with some friends and read good books.
In the meantime, I knew whom this heart is supposed to be saved for selain Allah.
I bukannya nak tegaskan like "kalau ada jodoh, ada lah"
It is just I would like to stress on "I'm going to work my ass for my career & future but in the same time let me have your name in my Dua"
So that's it I'm going to continue writing tomorrow's night or the following night cause I'm actually at home enjoying my mid-semester break so goodnight! :)