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Ada lagi sebulan before sembreak berakhir.

I had a lot of stuff lately tapi macam tak tahu nak put into words so let me just list out things that I've done so far :

1. Semalam I ambik computer test for lesen L kereta. A night before I tidur lambat and still memorizing before tidur sampai kakak I cakap "Macam nak final" yasss everyone cakap I could score sebab test tu senang nak passed. I actually practised so many times (like 10 times) kat website JPJ (so cool they provide us questions that are usually asked!! everyone should check em out if you're so lazy to read the thick book they provided) The minimum score is 42 out of 50 questions and Alhamdulillah I obtained 47 and was so happy tapi bila sampai rumah my Dad tanya "Kenapa tak fullmark?" LOL my dad is soooo asian like kalau soalan ada 50 dia nak I betul 51 hahaha.
   
   I failed the first time I did the test lol but perfect practice makes perfect isn't it
   Check this out : http://jpjkpptest.com
   The site not only provide questions but also tell you the perfect answers with a perfect reason!
   
   
2. and on the same day before my computer test, my mom, my sister & I bawak my cat pergi cucuk vaksin as stated kat buku appointment dia. The first thing bila masuk klinik, everyone was asking "Nak tengok" followed by "Gemuknya. Cantiknya". Penat my mom cakap "Biase biase je kucing pasar" hahaha I kembang tak terkira yer laa I kan tuan dia. My cat behaved perfectly even masa kena cucuk. She looks so different bila dengan strangers like tak banyak bunyi, duduk setempat, behave je. I wish she's like that bila kat rumah lol.
3. Last night I emailed every publishers I could get for my lawbooks and most of them replied this morning and I'm so glad when some of them asking for my address which means that the law books that I requested are available. I don't know man I got a thing when it comes to email like when an organization or even a person or friend putting on effort to send me or reply my words through email it's kind of giving me a great feeling like wadduppp let's keep this professional and email each other lol
4. Harini my mom, my sister & I baking after lunch sampailah malam. Like my mom baked 2 cakes and kakak I buat cupcakes and I chose to help em as much as I could. Kitaorang bukannya baking suka suka it's just that we got a wedding to attend tomorrow. I don't remember which entry did I post regarding my sister punya kawan yang kehilangan ayah but it should be somewhere here in this blog. So yeah we're going to the same house tomorrow located in Ayer Hitam, Kedah. About the cakes and cupcakes, I offered both of my mother and sister to design and print out something untuk letak atas bekak kek tu so it looks more proper as a gift eventhough they are just food :)

Ain't this looks really good!!! *proud sister*

I think that's all for now eventhough macam banyak sebenarnya nak update like regarding my rent house with a friend, family etc.

Goodnight & sleep well everyone :)

MPH Online

I have no chill when it comes to a new semester!

There are so many things I kena selesaikan before 5th September eg 

• lesen kereta (where I'll be attending ceramah 6 jam starting this Sunday)
• cari rumah sewa (I have found a good one but still tengah discuss with my parents)
• result final exam of the second semester (keluar around 3rd August please doakan)
• JPA scholarship (result permohonan keluar next week on 29th July please doakan)
• ...lastly my law books 

I know I know lesen kereta sepatutnya boleh settle lepas habis SPM and it's my fault sebab tak pernah beratkan hal ni.

Another problem pasal buku ni I macam ya ampun sikit like my friend gave me a list of 9 books that we at least have em' but then out of 9 I just jumpa 3 je kat MPH.

No. 2, no. 8 & no. 9 jeee ada *sigh*

*more sigh*

Seee, for the Jenayah Homisid alone I have to wait for at least 4 weeks, that's why I risau for other books as well, like they don't really publish these days and that's the problems.

There's no way for us to ask books and buy from seniors sebab diaorang pun pakai buku tu untuk practice nanti *sigh*

By the way you guys should try order from MPH like if you really need the book asap and you tak tahu if that particular MPH store ada ke tak buku yang you nak, they can arrange the book for you and deliver terus for at least a week.

Like haritu I pergi MPH KL Sentral looking for Contract Law in Malaysia by Aisyah Chua tapi tak ada so I pun tanya kat kaunter if there's any other branches yang still ada stock and nasib baik MPH Mid Valley still ada buku tu.

But that takes a lot of work so why not you just order kat website dia and they will try to find the books that you need plus they came in a good shape and conditions as well sebab each book wrapped with a plastic before wrapped again dengan bubble-wrap and not to forget it is free delivery! :)

This is the example like haritu I purchased three statutes before exam :

Now I'm not sure I tulis entry ni for kekesalan tak jumpa buku or promote MPH Online lol toodles

Top pre-orders on MPH website is so tempting!

----------- updated on 27th July 2327 -----------

I emailed the staff this evening asking about two books that currently not in stock and it states that I have to wait for 4-6 weeks to get the book (literally can't wait when it comes to book!)

The staff replied me within an hour and I feel so much relieved to find they actually respond to my concern :)

Rapuh

"Kalau rindu, tegur"

"If you really wanna say something, approach that person. It is never too late, Teah"

"So what kalau dah lost contact? That's why kena tegur"

Ini bukan pasal ego ke apa, I just don't have any reasons to talk to him again.

I have no motive or ideas what to say or how to continue the conversation if I start to approach him.

I ada baca blog Anis, the least you could do bila you tengah rindu mana-mana hamba Allah, you doa untuk dia.

So I pray for him, I pun tak tahu what the exact words nak berdoa sebab I tak tahu apa yang dia tengah gone through sekarang.

I don't know if he's happy, if he's sad, or worse if he's in a state of oblivious.

I don't know what he's dealing right now or what stuff bothering him these days.

The least I could do maybe berdoa mintak Allah permudahkan urusan dia as a student, lindungi dia bila nak pergi kelas and maybe doa mintak Allah tenangkan hati dia masa nak belajar.

Both of us are students so I know exactly how he used to tell me apa yang dia rasa.

Maybe I am no longer the person who used to be the one yang dengar apa rungutan dia as a friend, as his partner etc

Maybe I nampak macam tak kisah or don't give a shit about him,

but deep inside me, there's still piece of him that I still care about.

Calm Before The Storm

Before I left the vacancy in his room,

I had to ask him the one question

thats been on the tip of my tongue,

since the day our souls crossed.

"Do you see me in your future?"

and right before he answered,

we were greeted by a prolonged silence

that overstayed its welcome when the words

"I don't know"

slipped through his dry lips.

I knew that nothing else that came out of his mouth would matter anymore.

Because I already found all of my answers,

in the absence of sound

between my curiosity and his uncertainty.

Literally Ache

when I first met you

you were nothing more than another face

but 6 months later

you're the only face I could ever find in a crowded place

do you ever just smell an old perfume

or hear an old song

or pass an old hangout spot and kinda break inside for a couple minutes

because I do

but then I realize, no amount of guilt can change the past

& no amount of anxiety can change the future.

how strange is that after all that

we are strangers again

I thought we were on the same page

but I guess we were reading different books

things change and people leave

maybe I should focus on the people who stay

focus on the ones who choose to grow with me