"Kalau rindu, tegur"
"If you really wanna say something, approach that person. It is never too late, Teah"
"So what kalau dah lost contact? That's why kena tegur"
Ini bukan pasal ego ke apa, I just don't have any reasons to talk to him again.
I have no motive or ideas what to say or how to continue the conversation if I start to approach him.
I ada baca blog Anis, the least you could do bila you tengah rindu mana-mana hamba Allah, you doa untuk dia.
So I pray for him, I pun tak tahu what the exact words nak berdoa sebab I tak tahu apa yang dia tengah gone through sekarang.
I don't know if he's happy, if he's sad, or worse if he's in a state of oblivious.
I don't know what he's dealing right now or what stuff bothering him these days.
The least I could do maybe berdoa mintak Allah permudahkan urusan dia as a student, lindungi dia bila nak pergi kelas and maybe doa mintak Allah tenangkan hati dia masa nak belajar.
Both of us are students so I know exactly how he used to tell me apa yang dia rasa.
Maybe I am no longer the person who used to be the one yang dengar apa rungutan dia as a friend, as his partner etc
Maybe I nampak macam tak kisah or don't give a shit about him,
but deep inside me, there's still piece of him that I still care about.