Akhir Zaman

Ibu kucing melecur selamatkan anak, 

Semua sebak dan anggap luar biasa.

Ibu manusia buang anak dalam jamban, 

Semua masih bertenang dan sujud syukur tanda aman.

Tapi bila membahan yang baru nak up menjadi lahanat, semua hilang akal menyalak aib sana, aib sini.

Aib abah kau eh!

Mak bapak tu sebelum tido cuba check anak korang tengah buat apa. Takut pura2 tido, kang line clear dia selak kain hantar gambar bogel kat bakal imam dia. Sedar2 esok gambar tu masuk KHK. 

Mula la cerita aib palancau sana, dosa palancau sini, apa lanci semua tu?

Kalau korang tak jaga anak baik2, sapa lagi? 

Anak panda kompom2 tido dalam aircond dah, anak korang tu cuba check sekarang ada kat mana.

- Parjo KHK

Sanah Helwah Kak Mimi Sofi

Happy birthday to you!

Happy birthday to you!

Happy birthday to Kak Mimi!

Happy birthday to you!

Rindu nak nyanyi lagu tu reramai dalam dm.

Lepas tu ada version melayu punya macam dalam filem P Ramlee.

Lepas ni kat universiti ada lagi ke semua benda tu?

Mimi Sofi was one of my fav senior kat dendro 4.

So yeah aku tak banyak cerita pun sal dendro 4 sebab aku ni banyak sangat dorm yang aku tidur berak makan lepak sebenarnya.

First day kat seseri was terrible, aku paling malas bila kena dengar taklimat this and that and kak mimi was one of them yang asyik dok ulang sal kebersihan, "korang kena sorok tali kasut ni betul betul dalam kasut sukan ni, if tak nanti slack!" pastu ada lagi "katil kena tegang selalu before masuk dm sebab datin maybe akan check".

First impression aku tengok kak mimi ni aku agak dia ni jenis psycho.

Sebab masa kat italk lepas supper hari tu dia warning aku, dia cakap "awak cakap jangan la lama sangat".

Sentap bro. Aku borak dengan mak aku, bukannya boyfriend ke apa ke.

Aku syak dia ni tak suka aku sebab aku buat derk je bila senior lain tegur "Teah pakai la tudung or tutup la kepala tu bila nak gi toilet" or "Teah jangan pakai short pants dalam dorm".

Tapi semua tu tak betul.

Kak Mimi baik gila.

Sampai satu tahap, ada sedikit persengketaan between kitaorang dengan senior lain dalam dorm tu, ada diaorang cakap "korang tak payah nak rapat sangat dengan kak mimi, dia pun stress jugak kekadang".

Aku tak tahu pehal la nak cakap macam tu sebab kalau kak mimi memang stress dengan kitaorang mesti ah dia dah cakap sendiri kat kitaorang, aku syak senior tu jealous kahkah.

Aku tak tahu nak describe kak mimi cana, dia the only senior yang akan tunggu kitaorang duty dorm every morning. Senior lain sure dah blah gi kelas awal. 

She's the one yang selalu get along dengan kitaorang.

Dia jugak yang backup aku masa aku ada gaduh dengan budak dorm aku.

K part ni malas nak cerita gaduh pasal apa sebab benda lama.

Dia open minded, dia tak malu pun nak mengaku apa kelemahan dia pada kitaorang.

To conclude, dia tak fake.

We could see some of us mesti nak buat geng bila berkawan.

Tapi aku sendiri dah tengok cara kak mimi berkawan.

Dia berkawan dengan semua orang, if she supposed to walk alone, she wasn't afraid at all.

Aku nampak semua tu cuma dia je tak nampak aku observed dia kahkah sounds like a pervert but whatever.

Aku banyak belajar daripada dia sebenarnya, aku ni banyak homesick, lepas balik dari sekolah mesti cari dia kalau rasa something wrong.

Ada satu malam tu aku ada tersedar dia selimutkan aku, wasn't that sweet kihkih.

Pastu dia masuk asasi TESL kat uitm shah alam, but still contact dengan dia.

Tak rasa awkward at ALL.

Bila dia dapat tahu aku dapat buat law kat situ, dia bagi tahu banyak benda gila.

Dia tanya memacam pastu inform aku pasal food kat situ, "Teah kalau nak chicken chop sedap harga dia rm6.90 je depan kolej mawar tu. Pastu kalau lamb chop dalam rm10.90 je, murah kan"

Pastu dia cakap kat aku petang tadi "Teah jangan lupa borang apa semua sijil ke apa ke mintak pengesahan okay" omg aku suka bila dia approach and remind aku macam tu it's like my own mother.

Yes she was like my mother masa kat seseri kahkah.

You know how it feels when someone take care of you in every aspect like you're the other half of that person.

To kak mimi, please take care of yourself.

Remember there's a lot of people that love you including me.

No matter how far you go, my love to you is endless, now and forever.

Just stay the way you are, don't you ever try to change for any better cause you're already that great.

I love you and happy birthday kak mimi :)

Maturity

Thousands of problem,

But a blessing will come.

Keep your faith,

Never stop believing.

Follow your dreams, 

They know the paths.

The moment you think about giving up,

Think of the reasons why you held on so long.

Hold on to whatever keeps you happy.

Learn to appreciate what you have,

Before time makes you appreciate what you had.

Never forget who was there for you,

When everyone else don't.

Accept the past,

Manage the present,

Work hard through the future.

Book Review : The Thing About The Truth

by Lauren Barnholdt

In this humorous love story from the author of "Two-Way Street", an unlikely romance is the best sort of surprise—but the wrong secret can ruin everything. Kelsey’s not going to let one mistake ruin her life. Sure, she got kicked out of prep school and all her old friends are shutting her out. But Kelsey’s focused on her future, and she’s determined to get back on track at Concordia High.

Isaac’s been kicked out of more schools than he can count. Since his father’s a state senator, Isaac’s life is under constant scrutiny—but Concordia High’s his last stop before boarding school, so Isaac’s hoping to fly under the radar and try to stay put for a change.

When Kelsey and Isaac meet, it’s anything but love at first sight. She thinks he’s an entitled brat, and he thinks she’s a stuck-up snob. So it surprises them both when they start to fall for each other. Kelsey’s happy for the first time in months, and Isaac’s never felt this way about anyone before. But nothing’s ever completely perfect. Everyone has secrets, and Isaac and Kelsey are no exceptions. These two may have fallen hard, but there’s one thing that can ruin it all: the truth.

Aku baru habis baca buku ni so jalan cerita dia kinda still fresh dalam kepala.

Plot dia menarik, aku suka part diaorang gaduh between two schools, Concordia Prep and Concordia Public.

Watak Isaac sangatlah kelakar and spontaneous, beza sangat dengan watak hero yang selalu ditonjolkan dalam sesebuah cerita. Aku suka part bila dia cakap kat Kelsey, "I don't mind the fact that you're not virgin. I just hate it when you lied" well of course lah that not the original line tapi dia ada cakap macam tu. The writer potrays Isaac as someone yang suka go with the flow, someone yang suka buat apa yang hati dia cakap like he decides to pull off his school principal punya wig time assembly and that's one of the reason kenapa dia kena kicked out from his old private school.

While for Kelsey, she hates when someone is a liar but at the same time "I lied to you because I want to forget everything and pretend it doesn't happen in my life". Maybe bunyinya macam selfish tapi dia buat semua tu sebab tak nak any bad things happen in her relationship with Isaac and her bestfriend, Rielle. But at the end semua orang tahu kalau menipu itu akan bawak ending yang sangat menyakitkan pada semua pihak no matter how best kita tipu.

Other characters aku malas nak sentuh tapi aku tak suka Marina Ruiz, she's a slut. First time dia jumpa Isaac dia cerita kat jantan tu yang bra dia pernah tertanggal kat pantai depan khalayak umum. That sounds soooo lame and slutty. Aku tak suka bila dia mempergunakan keadaan sesuatu event untuk buat kecoh.

Overall, this book is good tapi kalau dia comes out dalam trilogy lagi best sebab scenes between Isaac and Kelsey twisted banyak sangat and we as a reader deserve to know apa yang akan diaorang lalui in the future. 

Moral of the story : No matter what relationship we involve, honesty is the best policy. We might be the best liar but we never knew what's waiting for us in the future that could ruin our plans. Sometimes kenyataan itu menyakitkan tapi ianya hanyalah buat sementara waktu, just for the best untuk semua pihak. Dalam novel ni Kelsey should be glad yang Isaac boleh terima and memafkan dia. In this kind of new generation, losing our virginity sounds pretty lame but bukan semua lelaki macam Isaac boleh terima kalau awek dia takda dara. Sooo this book is highly recommended. 

Takdir Allah Itu Indah

Since result SPM aku tak gempak, aku terima dan redha dengan pemberian Allah itu.

Sebab Anis Shahirah selalu pesan, "Takdir Allah itu indah".

Masa isi UPU untuk fasa pertama, aku memang nak ambik architecture,

Tapi bila result interview keluar, aku tak disenaraikan.

Mat pun tak dapat even dia ada ambik LK.

Tapi aku tak down, 

Sebab Anis Shahirah selalu pesan, "Takdir Allah itu indah".

Masa dapat offer untuk UKCG kat IPG area bandar tun razak,

Aku rasa bersyukur sangat.

Abah rasa terharu sebab aku ada peluang nak jadi cikgu even sekolah rendah je.

Time ujian fizikal tu aku buat bersungguh-sungguh untuk abah even aku tak nak sangat pun jadi cikgu,

Bila result interview keluar, aku tak dapat jugak.

Tapi aku redha,

Sebab Anis Shahirah selalu pesan, "Takdir Allah itu indah".

Masa UPU fasa ke 2, aku update balik aku punya.

Aku terus tukar senibina for second choice and Law for my main choice.

Aku dah tawar hati dengan architecture (cedih kitew),

And at the same time aku nak lari dari anything yang related to science,

Lepas baca blog students asasi law, aku rasa seronok even bukan aku pun yang belajar,

So aku dengan muka tak malu gi letak asasi law for first and second choice.

Kalau tak dapat, aku memang takda option lain, mesti matrik punya.

Tapi aku cakap kat diri aku, it's okay, tawakal je sekarang,

Sebab Anis Shahirah selalu pesan, "Takdir Allah itu indah".

UPU pulak buat hal asyik asyik delay,

Lagi ah gabra nak mati.

Pastu ada ah pulak yang cakap kat twitter, "209,501 applications but only 20, 570 accepted"

Pergh goyang lutut aku baca.

Pagi ni aku bangun awal gila,

Asyik ulang alik bilik ke dapur sambil kerling ke arah jam di dinding,

"Lagi 2 jam 30 minit, tak lama dah"

Tepat 11.45am, aku on laptop,

Terus bukak web UPU, jammed gila.

Pastu kat grup SBP ada orang kasi link alternatif in case kalau main page jammed.

Taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Alhamdulillah, UiTM di hatiku <3

Terus aku jerit kat mak aku yang ada kat dapur,

Mak yang tengah goreng ikan terus lari ke bilik aku,

Aku peluk dia sambil menangis,

Aku cakap, "Dah lama sangat tunggu, dah lama sangat rasanya tak rasa kebahagiaan macam ni"

Betul apa Anis cakap, "Takdir Allah itu indah".

Aku terus call kakak, dia pun menangis.

Dia actually harap sangat aku dapat UPSI, sama dengan dia, dekat dengan dia,

Takpa, sebab Anis Shahirah selalu pesan, "Takdir Allah itu indah".

Tak lama lepas tu, abang aku pulak call,

Berduyun-duyun air mata aku keluar bila dengar suara abang di perantauan.

To those yang ada masa aku susah terjatuh tersungkuh bergolek semua, I shall never forget you guys.

Kalau aku nak listkan sorang sorang, memang ramai gila, aku rasa bertuah.

Allah, family & friends, are the greatest gift ever.

Sebab Anis Shahirah selalu pesan, "Takdir Allah itu indah".

Not to forget those bloggers yang sudi kasi info about Law and stuff, thank you so much.

• http://faizuddinhashim.blogspot.com/2013/04/asasi-undang-undang-uitm.html
• http://sweetmisslavender.blogspot.com/2013/11/asasi-undang-undang-uitm.html
• http://ordinarymissyana.blogspot.com/2012/05/asasi-undang-undang-uitm-e0601.html
• http://wanariahamiza.blogspot.com/2014/03/asasi-undang-undang-uitm-pi007-dan-pi005.html

Book Review : This Is So Not Happening

(Part of The He's So/She's So Trilogy)

By Kieran Scott

After their long summer apart, Ally and Jake were hoping for a drama free senior year. Instead they are faced with a turn of events that threaten to tear them apart...for good.

It turns out that Chloe is pregnant and says that Jake is the father. Hammond is pissed at his best friend, but mostly can't believe that Ally would stay with Jake. But Ally is tired of being apart from Jake and is willing to make it work. But that is easier said than done when Jake starts blowing Ally off to go to doctor's appointments with Chloe and Ally joins the school play and meets a new cute guy.

As graduation approaches, new secrets come out and Ally realizes maybe Jake isn't the guy she thought he was. After everything they've been through can Ally and Jake get out of Orchard Hill with their relationship intact?

Aku baca buku ni dah lama dah, quite a very long time ago.

Memang aku minat any books from simon and schuster, tapi depends jugak what kinds of book.

Since this is one of the part in He's So/She's So Trilogy, lagi dua buah buku aku tak baca lagi sebab tak jumpa.

Buku ni yang last sekali, so no problem lah kalau tak faham sebab ada part yang dia akan conclude the stories dari awal sampai habis.

Bagi aku, watak Ally ni serious extraordinary.

Awek mana boleh tahan kalau dapat tahu boyfriend dia dah hooked up with another hot chick when she was away?

Not to mention, awek mana boleh tahan kalau hot chick tu PREGNANT baby boyfriend sendiri?

Not to mention lagi lah, awek mana yang boleh tahan semata-mata nak tolong that hot chick bangun semula when everyone starts to leave her sebab dia pregnant?

That kind of awek memang susah nak jumpa, or memang takda pun aku rasa.

So watak Jake ni kekadang buat aku pissed off jugak.

Dia memang baik tetapi bendul sebab mengaku tu baby dia without siasat siapa lagi yang tidur dengan that chick named Chloe.

Aku rasa boleh je dia siasat dari dia galas semua tanggungjawab jaga Chloe tu while dia punya pelajaran and school stuff dah mula merosot.

and for watak Chloe, she might be a slut and total bitch.

Tapi watak dia banyak prove yang dia tabah and strong enough untuk hadap semua mulut yang mengata dia kat sekolah.

Imagine you're 17 and pregnant, 6 months pregnant memboyot pergi kelas sambil naik tangga slow slow and other people just stare at you and talking shit.

Mulut orang, memang tak boleh nak tutup.

Tapi salah dia jugak sebab tak protective masa buat 'benda' tu, so sendiri buat, sendiri tanggung.

But the writer managed to prove Chloe is strong enough to face all the bullshits she got tapi aku bengang sebab dia sebenarnya tahu Will bapak baby tu tapi dia tuduh Jake and dia telah menghancurkan relationship antara Ally and Jake.

So buku ni aku boleh kasi rating dalam 8/10 sebab aku tak baca lagi dua buah buku.

Bangkit

"Eh kau bukan SBP ke? Asal tak dapat straight A's?"

First & foremost,
Cuba kau letak diri kau kat tempat kitorang.

Kau kena paham, tak semua SBP offer form 1 sampai form 5.

Macam aku, aku masuk SBP starting from form 4.

2 years je bro.
2 years tu lah aku nak adapt dengan semua benda.
2 years tu lah aku nak adapt dengan new environment.
2 years tu lah aku nak kena biasakan diri buat semua benda sendiri, SEMUA.
2 years tu jugak nak kena work hard and perform sebab aku tahu aku bukan gifted pun.

and TAK SEMUA dari kitorang ni pandai berdikari, we just need to take time.

So bila SPM kitorang tak gempak, kitorang terima seadanya.
Aku terima seadanya.
So why kau pulak tak boleh terima?
Bukan kau yang duduk ambik SPM untuk kitorang pun.

Maybe sekarang one of us ada yang dapat 1A 8B, 5A 4B, 4A 5B.

You just have to wait and see.
Maybe sekarang kitorang jatuh tersungkur, in the future we never knew what's going to happen.

Kitorang akan gunakan matriks, asasi, diploma or even STPM as our platform untuk bangkit semula setelah sekian lama sepi tanpa kejayaan.

Sebab kitorang dah lama merasa bagaimana susahnya nak adapt to a new environment without family in such a short time, 2 tahun je kot?

I believe kitorang boleh, no more homesick, no more nak pergi talipon parents mengadu takda air or datang visit.

We wasted our 2 years.

But now, no more.

All we just need is a second chance and we're going to make it worth.

Gone Gone Gone

Originally Posted by Violici 

You know, I was thinking. Usually, we take pictures of fun memories, parties, friends, we like to keep those memories so we can go back and look at them and remember the good times.

Doesn't it make you sad though, to remember those times, with some of the people that are maybe no longer part of your life but in those moments you felt so close to them as if they were part of you and now they're just...gone?

When I look in my pictures I feel like part of me is gone, all that effort I put in to keep those people next to me and all the faith I put into them that they will always be close to me.

And the circumstances just made it this way that people just "fall apart", they go their separate ways.

And I understand why and how and everything, it just scares me to think that the people I'm so close with and think they will always be part of my life, that one day they could just be gone.