Gotta Be Humble To Ask Others For Help

"A person giving you advice isn't perfect and has their own shortcomings but they may give you the piece that you are missing"

There's this one time bila orang mintak your own personal advice based on your own personal opinion, bukannya senang.

Like we have to be responsible of what we are saying sebab dah 20 tahun ni fikiran kena matang, mana boleh bagi suggestion or nasihat tanpa proof or authority.

But then it is up to that person nak terima ke tak, you either take it or leave.

No pressure.

Tapi sakit hati juga bila kita dah bagi advice, dah bebel panjang-panjang, that person still dengan hujah dia.

Sometimes I wonder you ni mintak advice ke nak berdebat dengan I?

I tak kisah kalau you nak pertahankan apa yang you rasa or apa yang buat tu betul,

but remember you at the same time tengah ambil masa orang lain tau tak?

Goodnight everyone, have a good rest :)

Nobody compares //

Bila crush buat lawa bodo pastu dia gelak gelak and I tak gelak pun.

I tengok je dia gelak and dia tunduk bawah still gelak.

Pastu dia pandang I balik, mesti dia ingat I tengok tempat lain.

Padahal I still tengah tengok dia gelak.

Pastu dia sambung senyum macam malu.

Hadomak bapak comel sial.

"To have you in my prayer must be a beautiful thing"

Our trip to India! #1stDay

(I apologize if there's any missing informations during my trip. I barely recall them for now)

So it has been like 2 weeks since I got back from India.

I didn't have time to write any of these plus nak kena sort gambar and upload sini so makan masa.

Our trip was from 28th March until 4th April where I got back here on Tuesday 6.30am and went straight to UKM to attend my Contracts tutorial.

So, how was India?

One word : Great!

This entry shall consist details on our first day which was on 29th March.

My brother had this one driver waiting for us right 10am.

His name is Prakash and he drove this one bus (smaller than a bus actually) called "Traveller"

So basically, you may recognize a person or a group of people as tourist if you see them riding in those "Traveller" bus cause it is basically much cheaper and convenient than taking a taxi if you're planning to go for a 2 hours drive from Kolar to Bangalore

I forgot to mention that my brother and his wife lived in Kolar.

It's a small town in Karnataka and the nearest city is Bangalore.

So on our first day, we went to Bangalore! :)

For shopping actually.

There he is, Parakash!

Kolar

People in Kolar

The first store we got into that sells Saree :)

(( apparently my dad and I are not fond of shopping or waiting so we decided to go searching ice cream. We had mango flavor & I hate the fact the ice cream had milk > mango ))

more ice cream because you can't buy happiness but you can buy ice cream

the flavors

I forgot to mention : we went there with the family of my brother's wife

I think my brother prefers something healthy

The only restaurant here that has Thai food

Two women helped me to find my kurti

More fruits

He's paying for his suit at Van Heusen

Our ride!

The view of the neighborhood

Our supper before going home

The best cheese nan I had in my life!

It had only been a day but I had enough because of traffic jams, dehydrate for the first time, exhausted etc.

I kept asking my brother :

Why would there are 5 bumpers at a time?

Why there's "Please sound horn please"

Did I just see a man taking bath? 

I had no idea at first about their culture, I had no idea if taking bath in public is normal.

It was only my first day but there were too many questions on my mind.

I'll continue writing on our second day in India in the next entry!

#Askfm

"If you could draw happiness, what would it look like?"

I have no idea but I know I'm truly happy to go to a bookstore and spend most of my day looking for books even if it's a scratchy one. I know I'm happy to hold those stationaries eventhough I know I still have lot of pens yang tak pakai lagi, bunch of highlighters yang still terang etc

and I rasa quite happy sekarang because I bought a metal drink bottle kat Typo NU Sentral few hours before my train. I'm gonna name it later

ain't she a beauty? omg did I say she :O

(worth RM75.00)

I also find my state of happiness bila dah punch my touch-n-go kat ktm and within 5 mins train dah sampai hewhewhew

Maybe I'm more happier right now bila kakak ipar duduk sekali dengan my family and decided to give birth dekat sini which means meja makan akan bertambah lagi satu kerusi and I don't mind kena setup meja yang ada 6 pinggan, 6 gelas :)

Hurm there are just lot of stuff yang buat I happy even if it is tiny little piece of stuff like pergi rumah orang and diorang hidang tea instead of coffee or any cold drinks

and maybe I am happy when people say yes whenever I ajak pergi makan or just hang around kat Bangi Gateway cause I want to check kalau kalau Memories by Lang Leav dah restocked kat situ (can't do this anymore sebab baucer buku dah habis pakai lol hehe)

at times I tak tahu nak happy or "lol" bila cari nama sendiri kat urban dictionary (which is not reliable) :

or maybe I lagi happy bila tengah stress and cuba menenangkan diri sebab taknak stress and meroyan and ada this one friend yang offer nak ambik and have dinner with me and by the end of the night I find myself laugh rolling on the floor with some other friend of her cause they are just so funny

I cannot draw happiness, it is impossible and doesn't make sense at all to draw any situation that I would like it to happen in a good way.

You see I'm trying to live my own life and despite all the hardship and bullshit I've gone through everyday, I find myself growing up and getting better (I think so)

and part of my happiness could be this blog of mine, I wrote everything here yang some of my real friends pun tak tahu or even my family lol so goodnight xoxo

Love,
T

*screaming insides*

Gosh I'll start saving to buy this man I'll do whatever it takes

Why Teah

Hello everyone!

Sorry for not writing and it has been like 3 weeks isn't it?

The thing is, there are just lot of stuff I nak tulis : mock trial thingy, my trip to India, my ups & down for these past 6 weeks in LLB, an old book that I bought at MPH cause I like the contents etc.

BUT.

First thing first, I wanna write what's on my mind right now like LITERALLY right now (or the past few days)

I had a huge crush on this guy in my class since I entered LLB and YES I KNOW I SHOULDN'T DO THAT CAUSE I DON'T REALLY HAVE TO DO THAT but whatever I can't help myself.

I decided to tell my mom and all the family members the minute I got home.

I ended up my story by saying "Just simpan dia dalam doa, Dida kata macam tu lagi baik" to calm everyone lagi lagi my mom.

She knew what happened in the past and kept saying "Taknak dengar benda yang sama macam haritu"

I told her nothing in this world is guaranteed except death (Kanye, 2015)

All I could do for now is to live and study, gather with some friends and read good books.

In the meantime, I knew whom this heart is supposed to be saved for selain Allah.

I bukannya nak tegaskan like "kalau ada jodoh, ada lah"

It is just I would like to stress on "I'm going to work my ass for my career & future but in the same time let me have your name in my Dua"

So that's it I'm going to continue writing tomorrow's night or the following night cause I'm actually at home enjoying my mid-semester break so goodnight! :)

#SOFEA

I baru siap taip skrip for my pelakon mock trial yang under my custody which is the judge.

It's quite difficult sebab skrip untuk judge memang tak ada so I have to jot down everything yang my pelakon cakap masa training and type balik properly.

Tonight's training around 4 baru habis so yeah sunyi sepi kolej masa I balik tadi hahaha.

I decided to have my really late dinner and continue working on the script.

By the way, here is the poster for our mock trial :

UKM Mock Trial 2016 is finally back! Mark your dates. SOFEA is going live this 25, 26 & 27 March 2016 at Panggung Seni, UKM. See you there!

So for those yang from other university, you may contact me through email if you would like to reserve the tickets. 

Goodnight everyone & have a good rest :)

1854

(( okay ada masa ni nak update blog ))

Sometimes masalah kita takda lah besar sangat.

That's why sometimes bila aku nak cerita kat siapa siapa, aku akan fikir dua tiga kali.

Like, "Does it really that bad?'

"Was it forseeable?" etc.

Usually I selalu bagi tau my mom no matter how stupid my problem is maybe sebab I don't have to worry dia cakap apa sebab dia selalunya bagi opinion yang jujur.

But now I dah jauh dengan my mom, I really need to cope all those problems with myself.

Sampai satu tahap bila orang lain cerita masalah dekat I, I pula rasa nak marah.

Like the problem takda lah affect you teruk sekalipun.

It was just your mindset and you terlalu overthinking.

Satu prinsip je I pegang which my mom selalu cakap, 

"Kalau you rasa susah, cuba you fikir, orang lain pun ada yang lagi susah dari you"

So stop complaining,

Move forward,

& beat your problems!

Flopped

9.23AM and I baru je letak baju dalam washing machine.

Supposedly kelas around 2 tapi bangun awal sebab banyak chores tertangguh and ada few cases yang tak sentuh lagi.

Lately I balik bilik around 3AM tapi senior cakap yang tu kira awal la tu in our sejarah mock trial.

Jujur I cakap, I dah ambik supplement before practice pun, I tetap flop bila dah around 2 o'clock T_____T

Balik bilik je around 3 mesti my roomate takda, I understood dia jenis penakut nak tidur sorang sorang plus I balik lambat.

That's not the big deal.

Yang tak best I kena pergi toilet sorang-sorang.

Ada satu malam tu I dah pergi toilet bawak toiletries tapi tertinggal pula wet tissue.

So I had to go back to my room and ambik wet tissue and pergi balik toilet and it took time.

Dalam 3.15AM selalunya I dah tidur and bangun around 9AM.

One of our seniors bebel semalam but there was something yang betul betul on point.

"Takkan la baru pukul 2 pagi dah flop?"

and he countinued,

"Ni you guys tak masuk alam kerja lagi. Nanti dah kerja memang takda nya tidur awal."

Dia diam and tengok semua orang,

"Stay up lambat nak buat hujah, lepas tu bangun pagi kena prepare pergi court. You will face all these stuff so get prepared."

Believe me, masa masa macam ni sangat lah tough.

Like this is my very first mock trial yang I join and I can't wait to invite all my friends from other universities to come and watch once poster dah keluar.

Haylor

Those green eyes
and that contagious smile
and those lips and the way they verbalize
Oh! New York City what a beauty to our eyes
Then you held my hand the first time
You looked at me and smiled

Everything was perfect
Everything was great
I was on a fairytale
It's a dream when I'm awake
But days passed and we weren't there
and it felt like we didn't care anymore

But why'd we say goodbye?
We said we didn't have enough time for both of us
We said we try to work things out
But all of sudden we're all tired
and said goodbye

It's sad not to hear you calling me up at 3 am
No ones ever gonna sing to me Stevie Wonder songs scrolling 9 gag with me again
I'll miss your kiss and your curly hair
but now that we said goodbye

I'll pretend that I'm alright
You said you didn't wanna see me cry
but I'll pretend that I'm alright
I'm alright, I'm alright

Taylor Swift's song for Harry Style

of Mike Banning & Pecel Lele

Hello everyone.

Last week was hectic, baru 2nd week but I found myself selalu penat and cepat sangat exhausted.

Like kelas selalunya habis around 4 and sambung mock trial practices around 8 until 12AM and guess what tepat pukul 11.30AM badan I mesti dah shut down and I have no idea why.

Overall kat kelas was okay, I love everyone around me even macam hectic but everyone seems okay and fine.

*cheese*

and last Thursday, kelas ditunda sebab ada event kat DECTAR which was supposedly compulsory for all students tapi I skipped.

My friend and I went to KL nak buat visa seawal jam 8.40AM and nasib baik jammed tak teruk sangat.

The thing is Straits Strading Building takda parking so I just turun sorang-sorang and buat sendiri while my friend waited in the car for a couple of hours (bless you my friend)

Mostly kat tempat buat visa tu semua indian and some of them ada approached I and tanya "Which part of India you're going dear?" or "You're studying?" or "How many days?"

The service was quite nice, laju and disiplin.

But serabut sikit sebab banyak kaunter and my mom kept telling me supaya call kalau ada masalah apa apa but I told her I can handle this.

Around 11 dah siap and my friend ambik terus rushing balik UKM, to attend a non-law class at 2PM.

Around 4 habis kelas and I went back to hostel to get some rest and bangun around 7 and siap siap nak pergi mock trial.

Around 1230AM sampai bilik and mandi etc settle down and study.

So yeah, it was quite hectic even baru 2nd week but I'm okay.

During weekend I woke up around 11AM and terus text Deedee if she wanted to go somewhere.

We always like this : tak pernah plan lol.

We decided to go MidValley since kereta sewa dah penuh so we gave up and just took the train.

We bought the tickets first : London Has Fallen & Gods of Egypt.

and then baru pergi makan kat BBQ Town since Deedee was looking for steamboat while me myself memang suka grilled.

and I can't believe it Mike Banning was in both movies that we watched.

Masa tengah makan baru mulut kitorang bebel like we should actually booked the rental car a few days before keluar and bought the movie tickets online if taknak dapat seats depan screen.

and things didn't make sense sebenarnya cause jadual packed and no ones terfikir pun nak buat macam tu plus everything was last minute.

and today I texted her around 11AM asking if she would like to go out for lunch.

and both rasa nak makan nasi indon so we decided to contact "Jom Tumpang" to fetch us and pergi Pecel Lele kat Hentian Kajang.

The food quite nice and better than Wong Solo.

Maybe sebab sambal dia pedas sikit and tak banyak biji cili.

and portion dia besar and harga sangat affordable.

So yeah bascially masa makan tadi both macam mengeluh sebab esok dah Isnin and back to our hectic lives.

Actually there were few incidents, sad incidents happened to me but I don't feel like writing em down right now.

So yeah, happy weekend guys :)