Hello everyone!
sooo result final dah keluar about 1hr and 30mins ago but I chose to write this down after my parents dah tidur and yes right now diorang dah tidur and everyone dah settled down :)
First thing first, Alhamdulillah.
Thanks to Allah, my parents (sebab every week I balik rumah hahaha), my friends & everyone out there yang secara tidak langsung buat I happy and encouraged me untuk terus study even kadang2 tak happy haha.
So yeah, I decided to write down few stuff yang I rasa macam slack sangat this semester.
To be honest, I'm not that happy to be in UKM.
There is nothing wrong with the faculty/college/friends/pakcik makcik cleaner.
The thing is, diri I sendiri.
I tend to find a friend yang sebiji macam Amed, yet tak appreciate pun everyone yang ada depan mata I.
I tend to compare everyone yang nak kawan dengan I with Amed.
Memang tak happy lah jawabnya hahaha.
So yeah haritu masa study week ada gap seminggu for each paper and I balik every week tu hahaha.
I know right, masa foundation takda pun nak balik balik.
Dah degree ni ingat ke dah besar dah boleh fikir panjang but no, I chose to go home and study sorang sorang which is unhealthy sebenarnya.
One major reason is bila you study sorang sorang, you akan dapat benefits tu untuk you je.
Bila you dapat those extra knowledges or benefits just for yourself, you tak boleh practise benda tu sebab you tak share knowledges tu dengan orang lain.
and lagi satu, you tak tau pun your answers for past year questions tu betul ke tak.
because there is no single discussion.
So for those out there yang takda problem apa apa, tolong lah jangan ikut my habits yang tend to go home bila rasa tak happy or bosan.
Stay wherever you are, make friends and have a group study.
But still, I tak salahkan siapa siapa in this case.
I tau kat mana I lemah when it comes to new friends, environments and stuff.
Thus, before final haritu, I daftar semua benda : program dekat faculty and also college.
I knew I might be busy but then I sedar masa tu I perlukan skill untuk mingle dengan kawan baru.
So yeah lepas dah buka new semester ni, I might be really busy with mock trial practices and also preparing myself nak pergi Aceh, Insyallah.
Last but not least, those yang dah dapat result and it doesn't matter you dapat berapa, kena repat atau tak, just believe in yourself.
Remind yourself that this is just the beginning of something yang you dah pilih masa mula mula masuk haritu.
and it is very normal to get bad or so-so result, 7 semesters to go kot, Insyallah :D
and for my juniors yang tengah ambik law or other courses as well, study baik baik tambah tambah yang tengah foundation tu (you know who you are babes!) and dengar cerita tengah busy isi UPU so isi elok elok and buat double check so that senang system nak proses nanti.
That's it for now and again, thank you everyone :)
Nah hadiah for you readers hehe goodnight!
(( both of my parents acah tengok result hahaha ))